I (m29 from Italy) have had two online mommies before. Each for a few months. Both times the dynamic and the chemistry were great and I loved every moment. And my mommies also seemed to really enjoy using me and taking care of me. We talked and had online sex and they controlled me and edged me and told me nice things and told me how I was a good toy for mommy, I pleased them and made them cum and we had many magical moments. But both times, at some point they just disappeared... Just like that. Never texted again, never replied again. Completely ghosted me.

It's not easy to find someone with whom you can have a nice connection. And I really like exploring my subby side online. irl I'm more dominant and my partners always want me to be rough with them and it always works well and I enjoy it a lot. But it means that I haven't been able to explore my submissive side irl. And honestly I also really enjoy the online dynamic and it makes me feel safe. And it's also sooo liberating. But then it really hurts when mommies just ghost me and leave... And it's very confusing. And yeah, I don't know, I guess I'm just venting. But I miss having a mommy and I'm wondering, why do people ghost like that?..