I've been having a really rough time mentally and to a lesser extent physically recently, and growing up in a very stereotypical rural conservative background I've had it instilled in me that I'm not allowed to really feel any of these feelings, and especially not allowed to express these kinds of feelings. When my first mommy found out about my background she didn't hesitate to let me know that I'm allowed to have bad days, and that it's ok to be weak around her. It's so comforting to know that I'm allowed to have bad days, and instead of being upset with me she takes time to ensure that I'm ok, and reassures me that I'm cared for.

We didn't end up as a couple because of some contrasting lifestyles, and agreed we'd be better off as friends, but I feel eternally grateful that she allowed me a safe space to start healing from a lot of early trauma. It's so nice to know that I can still submit, and feel submissive not because a domme is exerting her authority over me, but because mommy knows best how to help me feel better and cared for, and wants me to be the best person i can be.