Usually when I'm in subspace I'm a very service oriented sub, I want to please my domme, follow her orders, her needs come first. Recently I've fallen into a habit when I get sleepy, especially if I'm sleepy after work where I fall into a different kind of subspace where I really just want to be pampered and spoiled. My entire body starts to feel heavy and I fall into a headspace where I just crave sweet things like back rubs and cuddles. I'm into petplay and am also a very tall man, the thought of being treated like a big golden retriever getting cuddled makes my brain mushy and fuzzy. I've gotten to a point where I start murmuring and whimpering "Mommy" while I try to fall asleep, which does help me sleep, but at the same time brain go mgrmmphmhpmhpm