I’m a 22 year old guy, and recently discovered that femdom is my biggest turn on. I watched a JOI of this insanely gorgeous MILF, saying stuff like “good boy”, and I swear I felt so loved and all tingly inside. I just wanted her to take care of me. After some post-nut clarity, I was like “Wtf am I into, I’m really f’d up”. I would love for my partner (if I had one, currently single atm lol) to be the dominant one in bed. Calling me a good boy, and being told what to do and just being taken care of. I wanna be a good boy for my mommy. But honestly I would be ashamed and embarrassed of bringing it up to my girlfriend/partner because stereotypically men are the dominant partner in the relationship. I don’t wanna be seen as less of a man because of this. I just don’t think I would “fit” the submissive role, even though it’s my biggest turn on that drives me crazy, and I wanna experience a relationship in which I am the sub.

Edit: Grammar and sentence structure