I told my current mommy I planned to do NNN after me and a few friends joked about it, saying that we could easily do it. She was amused and told me that she wouldn't make it easy for me by forcing me to do it, and that for the month of November I can cum whenever I want to, and that she'd put extra effort into teasing me for this month.

I've never done NNN, and the circumstances I am in are making this so much more difficult than I thought it'd be. Being teased and reminded that I can cum when I'm actively trying not to is going to drive me crazy, I don't even know how I'm going to make it through the month. I've read texts that have turned my brain into a puddle, about how I'm the one that signed up for this, and that it's all my fault and I just don't know how to process any of it and gjfsdkgjfdsgkjfkgjflgjlk