The search for my forever domme really is a taxing one, isn’t it? I know a lot of you share my struggle, domme and sub alike. I know she’s out there somewhere, and that she’s hoping to meet me just as much as I’m hoping to meet her. But I’ve gotta say it, the false starts and attempted scams and sheer lack of respect take their toll. Got me thinking stuff like “maybe I’m just not ready” or “maybe it’s just not for me.” I dunno. I’ll snap out of this funk I’m feeling soon enough, but in this moment, I want nothing more to hold someone and to be held.

I’ll delete this post if it’s unwelcome or inappropriate, but I just wanted to get my feelings out there somehow.