This was never a thing for me in the past. Gynecomastia does have a history in my family but most people with the condition are pretty overweight so its kinda hard to tell the difference. I was always athletic and skinny. In fact this really impacted my dysmorphia. My family also had a lot of body builders and big big strong buff people. Growing up athletic and skinny left me in a weird place. They used to make me try on girls clothes cuz I was the same height and size as my cousin. But I never had the certain body type I wanted to pull off those clothes. Then I got older, bigger, buffer. And I liked it, I enjoyed the bigger athletic look. But I still yearned for a more curvy “femme” body type even though I kinda hate describing it like that 😅

Developing a more curvy figure actually wasn’t too tough. I have great butt genes lmao. My ass and thighs were juicy folks lemme tell yea. I have a naturally wide upper frame and when I started to tone myself and slim down I started to get this wicked hour glass figure… and I was adoring it.

The only thing missing for years was big tiddies tbh 😞 I did all the chest workouts I could and they helped! But it just wasn’t the look I wanted. Until I went for a random doc appointment and my doc asked if I could take off my shirt to inspect something. I had weirdly sore and tender boobs (breast cancer for men and women is common in my fam) so I was nervous at first. And she told me I was starting to grow boobs and she recommended I get plastic surgery for it. I was nervous and anxious at first. I was afraid it would look gross and weird, and I was totally fine with surgery but also wondered if I even wanted surgery for it?? So I kept it. And these suckers been growing :o

Overtime, with my workout routine they’ve like.. perked up?? Over time I started to change up my look more. Shaving my facial hair to discover I have my mom’s natural looks. Growing out my hair and getting my ears and nose pierced. Chasing the androgynous fluid look I wanted for ages. And my boobs were looking stunning. Clothes on they had the perfect amount of buff perkiness and clothes iff they looked like BOOBS like real boobs :DDD

If I ever do pr0wn, I pray my new hotness pays my bills well