I am a 19 year old female who was born female but even when I was younger I never wanted to do "girly" things. But for some reason I do not want to be a male. I don't use male pronouns or want the "male" parts. I am not happy with myself tho and I have really short hair and Waer baggy cloths but it doesn't make me happy. I want to be more feminine but more like in a "femboy" term. But I am a girl and I don't want to be a boy. And I don't want to be a feminine girl because that's what everyone wants me to do. I was thinking I honestly have no idea and need more people's explanations and experiences because I prefer she her or she they pronouns and whenever people call me a boy I correct them. But I don't feel like a girl and I think I would be more willing to be more feminine if I could be male but I don't want male pronouns or to transition.