This kind of story isn't new to anyone in the world, I know, but I need to express somewhere cause sometimes the feelings get too backed up.

Met a cute boy who isn't far from me on Daddyhunt. We really enjoyed talking, both indicated we were more LTR oriented. Spent a couple of days texting, both of us instigating conversations via text message (we traded numbers). After a couple of days of that and flirting and talking about a potential date, nothing...I've only got ghosted radio silence.

I moved to this new city 3 months ago, I'm doing a pretty good job of trying to be social and reinvent myself in a positive way, but finding someone to spend real intimate time with over just hooking up is a priority and this time it just hurt a lot more. I think it's because he's the first person I've matched with that it really felt like something real could come of it. There was a lot of potential compatibility and no real flags were coming up anywhere. I crushed a bit hard a bit too early, now I'm crashing a lil.

And as of yesterday I now have Covid too. That's pretty awful.

Okay, got that out there. Now I'm going to mourn my feelings for a day or two while I try to recover. Once I'm able I'll get back to exercising and studying and further working on myself...trying to focus on becoming the best person I can be.