Im 21 now and when I was 18 when I. met this 45 y old man on the apps. He was by far the best I’ve ever met. He was confident and comfortable in his skin. Attractive and so kind. I was deeply in love with him. I was obsessed and I admired him a lot. The sex was amazing and our relationship grew stronger every day. We’d say things to each other and our time together went beyond labels, beyond just sex. We’d eat dinner together. Hang out and watch movies. I’ve never experienced this level of attention from anyone else in my life. No ones has to this day treated me the same. I don’t think I’ll be able to go back to ever being the same, he’s permanently changed me, and now I can’t stop thinking about him.