This about my first sexual experience with a guy. Some backstory I’ve always considered myself straight but found myself very attracted to older guys 50s and up masculine salt and pepper daddy type and uncut cocks. The thought of being submissive and obedient for an older guy while he has his way with me has always turned me on. Growing up I had kik and would sext and exchange pics with guys way too old for me I would use sexcam sites and put on shows for the right guy but I’ve always been scared and hesitant to actually meet up and act on these urges, I would make Craigslist post and would very often flake or delete and resist the urges and try to move on and not think about it.

Flash forward to my early 20s my urges didn’t stop but i never acted upon and continued regular life until I was on reddit and learned craigslist was no longer an option for casual encounters and ended down a rabbit hole that turned into discovering sniffies very horny I signed up and would occasionally chat and exchange pics but nothing felt right. A couple months went by and my urge to please older guys grew so did my confidence.

One night I decided I really wanted to suck my first cock I figured it was now or never I messaged an older guy I had been chatting with for a couple of days he was 6ft 63 hot body and had an absolute tasty looking 7in uncut cock, I was 22 at the time 5’5 small and slim I knew from the first time we chatted and exchanged pics I wanted to suck his cock. I explain to him what I’m looking for and he was very happy and willing to be my guide. We agreed for me to come over later that night. He lived about 20 minutes from me I got to his place and he was outside waiting for me he greeted me with a hug and kiss and I got a little shy since it was my first time with a guy, but it really turned me on the feeling of his stubble on my face and his strong arms around me made me melt. He was very kind and gentle and reassured I was in good hands he led me inside and offered me a drink and I declined I wanted a sober mindset for what was about to happen.

Next he guides me upstairs to the bedroom and quickly he starts undressing and tells me to do the same. He wants to take a shower with me and of course me wanting to be obedient I follow directions and start undressing. I follow him to the shower and quickly. He grabs me and starts making out with me. I had never had another guys tongue down my throat let alone stand naked together in a shower. I couldn’t believe what I was doing I had never done anything like this and thought about leaving but I couldn’t believe how hard I was I convinced myself to stay I knew I wanted this I was leaking pre cum the entire drive over. We stopped kissing and he then grabs his semi hard cock with one hand and starts slapping it against mine asserting his dominance with his other hand he grabs me by my cheeks turns my head up towards him locking eyes and says “you know why you’re here now get to work” i’m absolutely hypnotized at this point. I’m willing to do anything he tells me I slowly drop down to my knees kissing his body until I’m face-to-face with his cock. I slowly begin to kiss the head worshiping, licking up and down the shaft as I see in videos, I’ve never been with a man so I was just doing my best to mimic what I’ve seen and what I would enjoy. I put the whole thing in my mouth and can feel it growing, as I keep bobbing up and down, the sounds of me sucking and him grunting telling me how I was a natural made me so weak. I wanted to please him the best I could. He then proceeded to grab my head with both hands and really work my mouth and throat I was gagging and choking but I was so horny I didn’t care I was finally getting what I wanted I was so turned on I came for the first time without touching myself right on his shower floor.

Eventually we made our way from the shower to his bed where he laid down and I continued to worship this complete strangers cock licking and sucking I was such a slut for his cock I became verbal thanking him for his cock telling him how good he tasted while slapping it against my face I was his and he knew it.

Once he was close to finishing he had me back on my knees telling me to keep my hands behind my back of course I do as he says and he proceeds to stand over me and slap is cock against my lips teasing himself telling me how good I’ve been He then jerks himself off until I hear a loud moan and am instantly covered with his cum which didn’t taste as bad as I imagined once it touched my lips. I suck the rest out of him and thanked him for the treat. We started getting dressed and he hands me a towel to clean myself off. Instantly he mentions the idea of us meeting again soon before walking me out.

Afterwards on my drive home I started to feel a bit shy and guilty of what happened and deleted my account and later wished I hadn’t I lost contact with him and haven’t met with another guy since but have chatted with some online I accepted that I also have an attraction to older guys but I still hook up with girls just consider myself bi now but recently I’ve been thinking a lot about that experience and have been debating rejoining sites and exploring that side of me a little more. would love to hear what you guys think about young/old attraction or about your first time!