I'm 29, staying in India. Right from my school days I've only liked older men 45 or so. This inclination towards only older men always seemed like a natural disposition and i didn't bother to question myself too much about it. In India, almost everybody who i find interesting turns out to be married and is just dtf mostly. Due to this,i could never experience a solid gay relationship with a man i like. Don't get me wrong, i have met plenty old guys but it was just and only for sex. Slowly i grew out of hookups and a constant desire to get a partner started to develop in me overtime. Last summer, i met a guy for sex but turns out we like each other and we meet again and again. After sufficient meets, i started to develop a strong attachment towards him. Initially, he was resistant to admit it but later he admitted it that he was kinda in love with me. It was a good feeling but the fact that he couldn't spend time with me started to create a gap in my mind. Things got problematic due his unavailability and here i am, heartbroken, longing for love again. Please give some advice around now can i have a successful love life committed with a single old man but in my country where there are overall no single old men.