I'm wondering if anyone can relate regarding testosterone changing your sexual preferences and how you cope with that.

Pre-T, I was vers, but more of a top. Topping was important to me, it was something that made me feel a lot of things, it connected me with my partners. I also bottomed sometimes.

After going on T, I've become obsessed with bottoming. I have way more kinks especially related to bottoming, too. My taste in men has changed, and I tend to like men who are bigger or more masculine. I'd say my tastes are a bit more in line with other gay mens' tastes now, although I'm not really into gym bodies.

When I delay or forget to do my shot, I start to trend back toward the way I was before. And that feels more like... me. It also feels a bit more masculine, for me (I know that's cultural conditioning to some extent) to be into more effeminate people, and into topping.

I know a lot of trans guys have their sexuality change in various ways on T. What do you do if it feels like the new you is a bit less "you"? I love being on T and wouldn't change it, but I also want to find ways to connect with who I am as a whole, including how I feel when I'm not on T.