Ftm and a bottom I'm 19 and pretty inexperienced. The worst part is that I'm literally 5" and pretty pocket sized(120-130lbs), ive accepted this and just kick tall people in my free time but that's besides the point. How does one weed away the people that I know would fetishize me but also still find that personal connection with others. I hear alot of things that id rather steer clear of but I still want to dip my toes in y'know. To see what that kind of connection would even feel like but It just looks terrifying as someone that hasn't taken that dive. Why did the gods make me attracted to cis men and look like this and how do I fight them into fixing this.