First, a little set up. I'm recently out of a long-term hetero relationship. My bi side has been in overdrive since the break up. So that's what I've been pursuing, but oh my god has it been a dry spell. It had been over a month since I last had any sexual contact. And so I started getting horny desperate lol.

After Friday nights meager experience, I was still horny and wanting some action. I'm once again perusing grindr and I come across a username that hints at a massage. He has an ass pic for his profile picture, so I'm thinking he's a bottom like me, and not what I was looking for. I messaged him anyway out of curiosity and asked if he was looking to get a massage or give one? He responded quickly "either". So I tell him that one of my fantasies was to be given an erotic massage that ended with me sucking his cock.and getting fucked. He said that sounded hot and was all for it! I was in shock a little bit! Was I about to have one of my fantasies checked off? I asked if he had protection and he said he didn't. So I asked if he could get some because I only play safe. His response was that we didn't have to do anal. Hmmm, not exactly what I was wanting. He said he was still happy to come over and give the massage though. And he had sent me a very nice cock pic, so I agreed. I asked if he had massage oils and he said no. Damn! I said I had some baby lotion that we could use.

He showed up about an hour later. I had showered and got all cleaned up. I didn't douche my ass though because we had already discussed no anal. He comes in and we small talk for a minute or two, then he asks if I was ready for my massage. I was!

I stripped my gym shorts and t-shirt off and I was naked. I laid down on the towel I had put on my bed and he got undressed. He had a great cock! Thick and long. He started rubbing lotion onto my back and shoulders. It really did feel good! I relaxed as his fingers ran over me. I felt his cock rubbing up and down my arm and I couldn't resist much more. I extended my arm out away from me and lightly rubbed my finger tips up his thigh to his sack. He was well groomed with shaved balls. My favorite! I let my fingers caress his sack for a moment or two before I moved up and could feel his shaft. I was at a weird angle (me on my stomach getting the massage with my arm down by my side) so I had to twist my arm around to get my hand around his shaft. He was half hard. I love a nice cock at half mast. I gently stroked and caressed his cock as he spread more baby lotion onto my back.

I repositioned slightly, I scooted myself down the bed and angled my body more towards the edge of the bed. Now his cock was right in front of me. I pulled my arms up to prop myself up a little more, opened my mouth, and pulled his cock onto my tongue. I gave him a slow and sensual blow job as he continued his massage. I really got into exploring his shaft. Licking it, kissing it, and letting it slide into my mouth. I made sure to switch up the sucking and the licking of the underside of his mushroom head.

Meanwhile his hands had moved further down my body. He was sliding his hands over my ass cheeks, back and forth. Then he worked his way down into my crack. His slippery hands easily slide between my cheeks, over my hole, past my taint, and into my balls. I felt chills every time he did this, and he did it over and over. This turned me on so much, my slow and sensual blow job turned into a more horny and focused one. I sucked and stroked him and took him as deep as I could (I can't deep throat). His hands quickend too as he started rubbing around my hole. Now I got nervous, I felt clean, but I didn't actually douche, so I couldn't guarantee cleanliness. I didn't say anything as his finger pushed into me. I half waited for him to pull his finger out and tell me I wasn't clean. That didn't happen though. His finger went in and out multiple times. Luckily I was cleaner than I had thought.

After a good 20 min or so of me blowing him and of him massaging my back, butt, hole, and legs, we decided to switch it up. I had him lay down on the bed and I laid between his legs and focused on giving him the best head I could. I went slow and I sped up. I licked his shaft and balls. I looked up at him as I held him and sucked him. I used my hands to stroke him as I sucked him. I could feel him get really hard and I could taste precum a couple different times. I thought for sure I was going to get a mouth full of cum any moment! But instead, he got up and moved behind me. As I lay flat on my stomach, he pushed my legs together and straddled them. He applied more lotion to my skin and continued his massage. I was loving this! He played with my hole some more, easing a finger into me, playing with my ass. I was loving it! He then leaned forward and laid on top of me. Kissing my neck and ears. He pushed his cock down between my legs and as I was about to say something about no anal, he pushed his cock down between my legs.

I thought this was a fair exchange. No actual penetration into my ass, just him fucking my ass cheeks and thighs. I'd never done this before, but I've seen it in straight porn before. So I squeezed my legs tightly together and really got into it. Pushing back against him as if he were fucking me, moaning, and breathing hard. Again. I thought he would cum, but after a few minutes of that, he got up and asked if I wanted my front massaged. Well, of course I do lol

So I roll over and he actually massages my chest, stomach and legs. It felt really good, but I could tell we were losing energy. I stroked myself as me massaged me and I could tell he enjoyed that. He eventually laid down beside and he started stroking my cock and leaned in to kiss me. I returned the kiss. He put some lube on my cock and really started working it. We continued making out and as he stroked me, I reached over to stroke him. It was very sexy! I could hear hi moaning and I felt precum at the tip of his dick. I thought he was going to cum which I was hoping for because I was getting close.

I instead he got up, got between my legs, and raised my legs up in the air. With one hand on my cock, he used his other hand to finger my hole. I let out a gasp at how good it felt! I laid on my back, hands clutching the bed, and legs in the air as me fucked me with his fingers and stroked my lubed cock. It didn't take long. I told him I was going to cum. He moaned his approval. My eyes were closed as I erupted. I felt a drip of my cum hit my face as the rest landed on my belly or ran down my shaft. I opened my eyes and saw him appreciating his work. I told him that felt wonderful and as I was about to go to town on him, he got up, got a towel, and started to clean up. I was kinda speechless. I probably should have said "what about you" but he had already handed me the towel so I could clean up. I was like, ok.

He thanked me as he got dressed and we had some small talk as I lay naked on my bed smelling of baby lotion and cum. Then he left. I was wondering if I was just out of practice, did I not turn him on enough, was he just not that into me? As a pleaser, it was a little bit of an ego hit when he left without cumming.

He messaged me today on grindr and said "By the way, you had me on the edge of orgasm at least three different times! I just kept pulling away because I wanted to finish your massage."

And he hinted that there may be a next time. So we'll see