I'll try to make this short. First, a little set up. I'm recently out of a long-term hetero relationship. My bi side has been in overdrive since the break up. So that's what I've been pursuing, but oh my god has it been a dry spell. It had been over a month since I last had any sexual contact. And so I started getting horny desperate lol.

Friday night: Met a guy in grindr. His username was something to do with being "all top". That's what I'm looking for, perfect! We chat, he sounds interesting, so we set up a meet. He wanted to do more anon, so I offered myself naked in bed with a blindfold scenario and he agreed. I shower and clean up. Put my blindfold on and wait. He comes in, I hear him get undressed and so I lay my hand out. He steps into it and I can feel his cock. He's half hard, not very long, but holy shit he's thick!

I take him into my mouth and give me a blow job for a few min, he steps back, puts on his condom and gets behind me as I lay prone on my stomach. He leans over me and his cock finds his way between my cheeks. That's when I feel he's not hard anymore. He's at half mast. I'm moaning and breathing hard to let him know I'm ready and horny and he's half pumping himself at my entrance, but nothing is happening because he's not hard enough.

I get it, we've all been there. A little performance anxiety. So I get up on my knees in doggy and reach back between my legs and start stroking him. I squeeze and tug and pull, moaning and complimenting his thick cock. He starts to get hard again. I work him for a minute or two to make sure he's ready and then I line him up at my hole. He pushes in a little and it slips away from my hole. I feel him pushing and guiding his cock into me, but it's just not happening. I reached back again to stroke and caress. I get him hard again and guide him into my hole.

He finds it! He pushes straight in! (Remember how I said it's been a dry spell for me and how thick he was?) OUCH! Immediate pain in my guts as this guy is thick! I tell him to slow down, let me adjust. He does. It takes a minute for the pain to subside. I tell him I'm ready.....and he's back at half mast. I don't give up. I reach back again and get him hard again, and guide him in again.

Viola! We're there! I'm being fucked doggy by a nice thick cock! I feel him pushing and pulling, in and out of me. I'm stroking my cock as he fucks me. He never goes too fast, but finds a nice rhythm. I'm moaning how thick he is and how full I am. I think he's going to speed up soon and start fucking me hard and fast........but he doesn't. He actually slows down, then stops, then pulls out. I'm ass up in bewilderment and so I ask "did you cum?". He very softly said yes. So while he's still behind me and my ass is still up, I continue jacking off until I cum on the towel underneath us.

He gets up and gets dressed. I thank him and he meakly says thank you back. Then he leaves.

Ne never said anything during the whole hookup. No heavy breathing, no moans, no verbal indications of enjoyment at all! He was the top equivalent to a dead fish lay. I even inspected his condom because I thought maybe he faked his orgasm to get out of there. Maybe it was all me? Nope, he filled his condom with lots of cum.

I've had worse hookups, but this one is definitely in the bottom half of experiences. He definitely wasn't "all top" like his username suggested lol

I'll write my Saturday massage hookup in another post