Okay so I’ll start off the story by telling you about me haha I’m 5’9-5’10 Curly hair, mixed, (Lightskin) 135-140lbs. He’s taller athletic build...We were let’s just say younger (all parties are 18 ) and like all groups of guys we would always have sleepovers with all our friends, one weekend it was just me and one of my best friends at his house. Everything was normal that day we layed in bed and watched A whole Netflix Series, Later that night we fell asleep

The size of the bed was only a FULL and just a little space in between us in the middle. First backstory we would always mess around say gay jokes like most guys but he always messed around more than usual...(I knew he had a good size cock as well he wasn’t shy about it and would always talk about how he was horny) so as were sleeping we accidentally woke up in a cuddling position I kept inching closer and closer till I could just feel my butt just sitting in his lap....too give a brief history (I’ve never done anything gay with a guy till then) we always have had a good just friends realationship and often slept together in the same bed...that night I felt more comfortable than usual and couldn’t quite resist the feeling of having his big cock messaging between my cheeks....so much in that moment that I was ready too let him have my ass and knew then and there I was Bi...(years later I’ve accepted the fact I’m Bi and found out I’m more submissive hes always more dominant so I think that played a part) I started grinding my ass with my back arched going up and down on his semi hard dick I could feel in his shorts I stayed as quite as possible I was so nervous and heart beating so fast he wakes up and says “owww (name) you like that?” While in a sleepy voice I was so nervous and scared I stopped and we fell back asleep still cuddling....

That was all that happened then and we’ve never said anything about it (he still makes gay jokes often and sometimes toward me) I get embarrassed and don’t say anything I kinda blush but just always brush them right off and forget about it...now years later accepting I’m Bi I’ve wanted someone who’s close with me too be FWB with on the low where it isn’t weird we can still be normal just able too hangout and pleasure eachother as well as being sexually attracted too eachother on the low while with other friends or just us....

Knowing I’m Bi now I feel comfortable wearing relatively shorter shorts and I keep my thighs and ass smooth that’s just my preference keeping a smooth clean mostruized body feels so good while also knowing I’m ready for these types of situations if they should happen...

I’m wondering how I should make it obvious without saying anything that I’m down too fuck ... I’ve thought of showing more smooth skin and tighter clothes too really show my bubble butt I’ve worked on...or possibly sending a booty pic as a gay joke on snap...Feedback and advice appreciated!!!