Me:

50m. Grey hair, Grey beard. Married. ENM. Pale blue polo shirt, black kilt, chastity cage, socks, and sneakers.

I Took a Lyft to an Adult theater. Dark. Many rooms: some open, some semi-open, some with half-doors, like changing rooms. I walked around, found a room, knelt, and opened my mouth.

Four acts.

First act:

Older. Came in, sat down, unzipped. I went to work. He would direct me. "Thighs", "balls", "my ass". The last one sent a twinge through me. I love that moment when my tongue touches a stranger's asshole. In that moment, i become that person. I hope they always put me in that bucket. If they think about me it will be as the stranger that dove into their asshole without hesitating. Except this wasn't some hookup who was vetted. I had no idea how often he got checked or what his health was like. He awkwardly pulled down his britches, and I tried to make the angle work. Lapping at what I thought was his ass.

After he had enough of that, he went back to sitting wiht me working his cock. During this time, I heard some cat calls while I was working. I think someone touched my kilt. Maybe lifted it to see just the cage. Also, another man joined. His low, creepy voice in my hear, "He's going to piss down your throat when he's done." "You like being a cumdump?" He didn't. And I do. The creepy guy put his hand on the back of my head and guided me up and down. He wandered off, I don't remember why or if he even said anything. Eventually, the guy drained his balls into my mouth. A foul, unpleasant load, but I smiled and thanked him for the chance.

Second act:

Older guy. Average penis. Fucked my face a little more force fully. Fucker started vaping during this! Took a day and a half for the vape smell to leave me. Sadly, I didn't earn his cum. He said he didn't want to blow his load just left, gave me a wet towel and went on his way.

Third act:

In his 30s maybe? Came into the cubicle, shut the door behind him and unzipped without a word. Nice cock. Too big to make it past the back of my mouth, to my frustration, though I tried several times. Nice length. He was mostly passive, focused on the het porn on the screen while I worked up and down. He was silent through it. No indication of what was working. Very frustrating. I finally settled in on licking his frenulum. That worked. Soon, he was jerking his shaft while I sucked and massaged him there. He unloaded in my mouth. I held it, opening my mouth and showing him his load, then swallowed. He zipped up and left. He seemed disdainful. Of himself, of me. Doing his best to believe he was somewhere else and not here. Not being serviced by me. When he dropped his load, he was out the door very quickly.

Fourth act.

A couple. One guy nervously came into the room, his partner joined. Guy A, unzipped, came over, and offered my his cock. Nice cock, not to big, I could go all the way down to his base, and did so. His partner got behind me. I was sandwiched between them as they made out. Guy B started jerking off. I thought he was going to cum in my hair. I hoped he was going to cum in my hair. I exposed myself to them, showing them that I was wearing a chastity cage. That seemed to excite guy B quite a bit. Eventually, i felt guy B rub some fluid into my face and mouth. I don't think Guy A finished though. They disengaged. My legs were getting uncomfortable, so I tried to stand while I was still between them. Guy A caught me as I stumbled. There were these little moments of compassion from the people who were using me to drain. Guy A sat down, then zipped up. I wonder if I was supposed to follow him over? I almost got a feeling of regret from Guy A. Maybe here was there because Guy B wanted to be? Maybe he was getting pressured? Consent is a difficult thing to gauge from on your knees. I hope he enjoyed it.

Epilogue.

At this point, I was dehydrated and my stomach was queasy. I had been there two hours and figured I had two confirmed and one possible load in me. I stumbled out of the catacombs got some water,but couldn't find anymore takers, so left. It was getting dark. I was walking along the side of a highway. Cold, dark. The wind cold under my kilt and threatening to expose me. I eventually crossed the highway to a pizza place where I called the Lyft from.

I think the slutty of this can't be denied. I think the stupid is in the germ factor. Sticking my tongue to the ass of a stranger. Taking 2.5 loads. Stumbling along the side of the highway afterwards with the fear that maybe a Lyft wouldn't be in the area. I felt sick afterwards. Vigorous face fucking leaves me feeling like I have a cold for a few days. I felt personally diminished. A worthless cumdump. Trying to earn approval by taking strangers' loads. Even knowing that some of them loathe themselves and me even as they unzipped.

I'm already planning my next time.