This is a true story, happened a few weeks ago

Like a lot of people I had spent the pandemic not having sex. To be honest, I'd been dry for almost a year before that too. Breakup, working on myself, etc

After I got the vaccine I knew I wanted to dip my toes back in. I'd always had a fantasy of giving a no recip BJ. Up until that point I'd always gone for more mutual situations, but there's something so hot about the idea of sucking off some horny guy and just putting all my attention on his dick. I've also always had fantasies of getting to be like a chill more experienced gay dude who can hold a comfortable space for a guy who is just exploring.

So I posted an ad on doublelist with the title 'need some appreciation?' and wrote some paragraphs about how I was looking for a chill bro who needed someone to pay attention to what's between his legs. Talked about first timers being welcome, how I wanted to take things at their pace, etc

Now's as good a time as any to describe myself phsycially. The stats are 6'2", 220lb, 7" uncut, 34 years old, beard, shaved head, solid face, otter type with some decent muscle and a nice bit of body fat. You can actually see a pic in my profile history I think.

I got four responses to my post. Two pics w/ stats. First pic was a 27 yr old bi guy with light blonde body hair and a nice thick cut 7 inch cock. He seemed like he was in pretty good shape, but not so easy to tell in the pic. Second pic was a 25 year old bi guy who sent this beautiful cock pic. Surrounded by nice thick dark hair, it was sticking straight out, really nicely shaped. My dick is nice and big and thick but it curves and bulges out in the middle a bit. I always loved cocks that just look perfect. And I love hairy guys. And this guy didn't send a dick length with his stats, so even though it was hard to tell in the pic, I assumed it was below average length (which, honestly, I prefer. Easier to take the whole thing in and get to bury my nose in the pubes. Also easier on the jaw in general

The two non pic emails were from married guys in their mid and late thirties, both variations on "I've always wanted to try but never had the courage to follow through".

I answered all four emails. I told the married guys I'd be happy to chat more, or to get together when they felt ready, and I sent them both a pic or two. I told both the pic guys that their dicks looked super hot, sent them some of my pics too.

One married guy never responded again. The other one told me my pics made him hard, and sent me a dick pic, but then he dropped off too. The 27 year old with the bigger dick asked me what else I was into, and I started talking about underwear sniffing and jock straps and man scents. He stopped responding. His fault for asking lmao.

The guy I guess it's now obvious I ended up hooking up with, 2nd pic guy, the really hairy 25 year old with the perfectly shaped dick sent me a body pic in response to my pics and said he just really loved getting head. He was stocky and his torso was just as hairy as his crotch. Latin guy I found out.

We exchanged a few more emails, and I almost ended up calling it off when he refused to share a face pic. I explained to him it wasn't even so much about making sure he was hot enough, though obviously I wanted to make sure I didn't find him super unattractive, but also just, we were talking about setting something up a few days later, and as beautiful as his dick looked, its hard for me to stay excited about a faceless torso for multiple days.

In the end I decided to ask him to tell me a bit about himself. I asked a few basic questions about his life and in particular about how long he'd known he was bi and what he liked about guys and girls.

He seemed flattered that I was interested and wrote me a nice little email about how he'd had these sexual thoughts about he-man as a kid, and about how though he'd slept with a couple women, as he was going through university he'd found it easier to just get anonymous head from dudes whenever he needed to cum. He said he liked how guys could just have uncomplicated sex. Reading between the lines a bit I got the vibe that was kinda like "why put all this energy into chasing skirt when these dudes on doublelist will suck me whenever I want and thank me for the privilege" kind of thing

That gave me enough to keep me excited for a couple days. Thinking about this beefy hairy bi dude who likes getting uncomplicated blow jobs cause he's busy with school was a nice little fantasy.

When the day arrived I was pretty excited. Kept cleaning my apartment and doing some breathing meditations to keep my energy level. I think it was a good thing I did too because when he showed up he was just sooo nervous. He reminded me a lot of myself showing up to a hookup when I was younger and just feeling like so awkward about it. I could have slipped back to that kind of reaction myself if I'd picked up on his energy too much but I was mostly able to keep chill for both of us and break the ice.

Oh and his face was cute as hell. Beard. Nice dark features. Charming nervous smile. Real handsome guy.

I invited him to sit on the couch and offered a drink. He said no thanks. I tried to make some small talk and he just seemed confused so then I said hey let's go to the bedroom. As we got undressed and stuff he told me he'd mostly only done like darkroom, or glory hole, or otherwise hyper anon type scenarios. Explaining to me why he seemed so surprised by my attempts at small talk I think. I told him I hoped he didn't mind that I was gonna keep chatting with him, cause honestly the whole personality-less hookup thing ain't for me. He was cool with it.

We hopped into bed and I cuddled up beside him, started complimenting his nice strong arms and running my hands through his chest hair. I asked about kissing, and he said he wasn't into it. He said it wasn't a thing with not wanting to kiss guys but just that he'd never really enjoyed making out. He did offer to try it, but when I brought my face close to his, he just looked so tense and uncomfortable that I kissed his cheek instead, muzzled my beard hairs against his playfully and started lightly kissing his neck.

I felt his muscles start to relax, and by the third or fourth neck kiss he started moaning softly every time I did it. I kissed down his shoulder a bit while letting my hand start exploring not just his chest hair but the hair on his stomach and then just below that. Teasing a little by getting closer and closer to his crotch with my hand as I kissed his chest and licked his nipples a bit.

He was rock hard now. Maybe like 5 inches. Still perfect looking with a nice full dark bush. I let my hand get down to the pubes, and then gently used my palm to hold the balls.

Then, looking back up at his face for the first time since we didn't kiss, I finally grabbed his dick in my hand and gave it an encouraging gentle squeeze.

He still looked nervous, but had a kid of devious smile on his face now.

"You wanna suck it?" he asked, knowing my answer.

"Hell ya I do man," I said with all the genuine enthusiasm I felt. I shifted myself down the bed a bit so get my face closer to his dick. I ended up kind of on my side, and since he sitting with back against the headboard with his legs open on front of him, in order to shift into a comfortable position I ended up straddling his right leg.

"Are you cool if I kinda hump your leg while I suck?" I asked, pushing my already slippery and leaking hard cock against his furry thigh to demonstrate what I was suggesting. I had both hands on his cock now and my face close by.

He chuckled and said 'sure', and I said 'cool' and started kissing all around his crotch area while I started slowly jerking him. I kissed his pubes. I kissed his balls and the space between his balls and thigh. Then I started kissing up the side of the shaft. Then I licked up from the base to the tip a couple times.

He continued moaning, subtly letting me know which things I did he liked and which he didn't. I was paying attention. I paused to pull a hair out of my mouth and he snickered and said sorry. I said it was fucking hot and then dove down and took his whole dick in my mouth, nuzzling my face in his pubes.

His dick was small enough I could still breath through my nose pretty easily, so I was able to keep it in there and work up a bunch of saliva. I started using my tongue to run up and down the bottom of the shaft and alternated how much suction I was using, making some sloppy slurpin sounds.

I've always found that the key to good dick sucking is two things. First, be very aware of every point of contact of the dick in the mouth. Not only do you not wanna use teeth, but you also don't want to rest your jaw by pressing too hard against the dick anywhere. Keep the mouth wet and try to just feel the shape of the dick with your lips and tongue. Fit your mouth around the dick, rather than cramming the dick into the mouths shape, if that makes sense. The second thing is like I said, pay attention to the guys cues about what he likes and doesn't like.

So at this point I started sucking him in earnest. Bobbing up and down. Swirling tongue around the head. Lots of spit. Playing with and locking his balls. Like I said at the start, it had been a long time, so I was really enjoying myself. I had been humping his leg a bit at the start but after a while kinda forgot about my own dick. That is, until I finally came up for a breather and noticed that I'd leaked an enormous amount of precum all over the side of his leg. Like really it was like slip n slide territory I leaked so much lol.

"You like sucking me?" he asked.

"I really really like sucking you," I told him, and after pulling another hair out of my mouth, got back to it. After a while I switched sides, needing to change positions and thinking I might as well leak all over his other leg for a while.

The skin on his balls was really dark, and he liked it a lot when I licked them. He said he almost liked having his balls licked more than getting sucked, so I had fun tracing all around the sides of them, playing with slight variations in pressure, etc.

We tried a few more positions. He asked me to get on all fours so he could see my dick hanging down between my legs while I sucked him. I obliged.

I remember looking up at him while I was sucking at one point. I'd kinda stopped making eye contact since my first couple attempts really seemed to make him uncomfortable. But after having me focus all my energy on pleasing him for a good long while, when I finally did look up, he had his arms up behind his head, hairy pits exposed and a nice big dopey grin on his face.

"Now you look nice and relaxed," I said. He chuckled and smiled, a bit of the self consciousness returning, but not as much.

After a while I was kinda feeling like I needed an actual breather, so I scooted back up beside him on the bed and started kissing his neck again while gently squeezing his dick with my hand, jerking it a little with all my spit that was still all over it, and finally giving my own some nice squeezes too.

"Can I touch yours?" he asked, after I'd been jerking us both for a few minutes. "I've always wanted to know what it feels like to jerk another guy off."

"Of course man," I said. "I'd love for you to jerk me."

I sat up beside him and we awkwardly maneuvered around a bit until I ended up with my right arm wrapped around his back and his left arm around mine, while he reached across his body with his right arm and squeezed my dick.

"Go a little softer," I said, and he did. I asked him to get his palm wet with my precum and just rub it all around my head, and he did that too. Really though, he seemed to just wanna jerk.

The issue that came up was that because my dick bends a certain way, and I'm used to a particular kind of stroke, he didn't have the right muscle memory to do it in a way that felt good for me at first. I kept clasping my left hand over his and trying to show him how to do it, but as soon as I let go, his stroke reverted back to whatever he was used to doing to himself (I assume). So I ended up just keeping my hand over his and continuing to guide his as he jerked me. As I did that, it started feeling really good, and my dick started getting fully hard and leaking again.

He seemed encouraged by this and started speeding up his strokes. Suddenly, I felt like I was about to cum, so using my hand cupped over his, I stopped him from jerking anymore. I could feel my dick twitching in his hand, no doubt emitting a few more globs of precum.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"I was gonna cum," I said.

"Really?" He seemed surprised, and slowly, against the resistance of my hand over his, he started jerking me again. "Is it cool if I keep going?" he asked, already doing it.

"If you wanna jerk me until I shoot, I'm definitely not complaining," I said.

Guiding his hand was getting more difficult, so instead I switched strategies and I pressed my pelvis forward and kid of started humping his fist at an angle that worked me along with the motions he was making.

It felt so good. I could feel the orgasm brewing deep inside and knew it was gonna be a good one.

"oh fuck don't stop" I said, and he picked up the pace. I kept fucking his hand. "Keep going, oh fuck oh fuck."

I was so close but just not getting the exact syim I needed so I grabbed his fist in mine again and guided it slightly in a different angle and kept fucking both our fists.

I felt the deep pleasure of the orgasm rising. I felt a spray of cum or precum or idk which hit the side of my face

"Holy shit," he said, as my dick was apparently already shooting, even though I felt like I was still in the lead up to orgasm stage. I hadn't actually crested yet, if you know what I mean.

"Dont stop," I managed to grunt, not that he really could at that point since I had my hand clasped over his and was fucking his fist. "Ughhhhhh"

It finally happened. What felt like a torrent of cum flew out of my cock in every direction as the orgasm proper started and I pulsed shot after shot out.

I collapsed on the bed now beside him, sweaty, and I let go of his hand. He slowly stroked my cum covered dick a couple more times and I flinched a little, as it was now too sensitive,and I batted his hand away.

Catching my breath, I looked over and grinned at him. He was staring at the glob of cum that had landed on his hand like it was a conundrum he didn't know how to figure out.

"That towel beside the bed there is clean. You can wipe your hand and then pass it over to me," I told him. Most of my cum had landed on the sheet beside me and on my stomach. And there was a lot of it. I am sometimes a big cummer. But this one was huge. I was literally covered.

After wiping off, I threw - and missed - the cum towel at my hamper. I still had my arm around him and I slumped over on him. Feeling throughly wrung out.

"Did you still wanna swallow my cum?" he asked, quickly adding, "I understand if now that you came you don't wanna."

Being honest, after that banger of an orgasm, a big part of me just wanted to snooze, but I'd promised this guy some appreciation and an orgasm and I intended to follow through.

"Absolutely I still wanna swallow it," I said, acting a bit more enthusiastic than I felt. "But you gotta let me chill for a minute I'm still recovering."

"You liked it?" He asked.

"Did you see how much I came?" I asked back, laughing.

After another moment I slide back down on my side and started sucking him again. I didn't have the same level of energy I was putting out before, but I think I was still doing a good job.

"Shoot it in my mouth," I told him. "I wanna taste it."

Saying those words sparked my horniness flame up a bit again, and he reached down to start jerking himself. I kept my mouth open, flicking my tongue across the underside of his cock head and licking his balls. When he started picking up the pace, I told him I wanted his cum again, and he started shooting. I locked my mouth over his dick and let the cum spill into my mouth as he milked it out.

There are few things I love more than feeling a mice hard cock twitching in my mouth as the warm globs of cum fill my mouth. I love cum, especially when it tastes good. And his tasted really nice, just subtle, distinctly cummy but not super powerful.

I kept his cum in my mouth for a few moments just enjoying my reward, then looked up at him and swallowed.

After some silent relaxing, I offered him to shower in my bathroom, and he accepted. I looked at a clock and realized it had been two and a half hours! I'd been sucking his dick for most of that time. Felt proud. After he was done, he got dressed and headed for the door.

"Can I email you next time?" He asked.

"Sure," I said. "Though I might start dating again soon, and if so I'm probably not gonna say yes, but if I haven't I might. Hard to say."

That evening I sent him a probably too long email talking about how much fun I had, but also expressing some of the things that made me unsure about a second time. Sucking a dick for two hours is super hot but a lot of work. Part of me wanted to maybe post an ad just looking to get sucked next time. I may have also somehow started talking about how much I love making out with a guy whose face smells like my balls cause was just licking them

I didn't get a response, and assumed I'd either scared him off, or he'd taken the message that I didn't wanna just suck him off every time and he'd moved on. So I moved on too

Until two days ago, about a month and a week after the initial get together, I got a response. He said he hadn't checked his doublelist email since we'd gotten together, and apologized for not responding. He said he got the vibe I was over it and so he didn't bother checking it. He also said that he understood I didn't wanna always do no recip BJ's. He said that if I hadn't found anyone yet to start dating, and wanted to hook up again, he'd really enjoyed trying out giving me a handy, and if I was down, he wanted to try sucking my dick.

Happily, I was very much down. Getting that email made me incredibly happy. and horny. Happy he'd enjoyed jerking me. Happy he wanted to explore with me further. Incredibly turned on at the thought of being the first guy he ever sucks.

Now it's the night before. He's coming over at 11am tomorrow, and I'm writing this all out as a way to crank myself up for tomorrow.

Will update y'all with what happens 😉