Used Grindr once, loved it, scared to do it again.

When I was 19 and had the libido of an atomic bomb, I was curious about what it was like to suck a guy’s dick. I was curious about that for several years, but I decided to finally act on it then. I made a Grindr account, and was pretty clear about what I wanted - a big dick to suck in my car or theirs, swallowing their cum of course.

Before long, I got a message from a strong, 30ish indian fella, and we chatted for a bit. We agreed to meet in a semi-discreet (kinda public) parking spot for a quick BJ. So I drove over to our spot, and he texted me, “Blue Car, I’m ready.”

I walked over with nerves and shaky hands, but I knew why I was there, and what I wanted. I got in the passenger side door, and he was stroking his cock in his cargo pants. We exchanged pleasantries and he pulled his meat out…a little smaller than average, way smaller than mine, but it was alright.

I bent over the console and took the thing in my mouth. I NEVER imagined the feeling of a warm cock on my tongue - like I had no relatable imagery. It was intoxicating, I was blushing hard in a few seconds.

I kept sucking him off, inexperienced and a little awkward, but I worked my tongue around it and, as a guy, knew what felt real good. He was moaning and eventually shoved my head down, which I didn’t enjoy too much. At the very least it conquered my gag reflex on the spot.

He said “I’m gonna put my load down your throat” and I squeezed his cock with my tongue and the my mouth, feeling it throb on my lips. A couple warm loads flowed right down throat…SUPER hot, but next time I wanna taste it…

Fast Forward 2 years later, TODAY. I’m working overnight shifts for a pretty penny and I get an hour break at 2:00AM every night. From 2-3 it’s just me constantly scrolling through Grindr looking at the hot pieces of ass a couple miles around me.

My libido is still a nuclear weapon, it’s because I quit jerking it 24/7. Decided to make a lifestyle change. Problem is, when I recall that sexy story of blowing a stranger in his car, I get rock and hard and completely flustered…instantly.

I’m always second-guessing meeting these folks, just out of nerves! So I might as well slut myself out on here and confess. No regrets 🚘🍆