For context, I am a very sexual guy, yet very selective. I've only ever had 3 different men fuck me in my life. I'm 25 years old and started meeting men at 22. I'm a lot more orally experienced though. I prefer intimacy and passion and a long session vs a quick hookup. I love to makeout & cuddle. My last hookup was late November, but this hookup took me by surprise.

I'm a 25 year old masc clean cut latino bottom. I appear average build, but I'm slightly chubby. Most guys I meet are usually fit men who enjoy the contrast of my soft/chubby body on their firm body. I rarely get fucked or meet anyone since I'm very selective and usually know what I'm seeking from a man.

So I've been so fucking horny lately. I can't go on grindr since they banned me for no reason for over 6 months now... So I posted a couple ads on doublelist.

On one ad, I was so horny, I just straight up posted my city in the post title/headline & "Come through & I'll hop in your car & give you oral or more."

This one man responds with zero pics. He tells me he's in the area and wants to stop by. On doublelist, messages come to your email and you could see their email. So I search his email address just in case he's messaged me in the past. I see a video he sent a few weeks ago. His cock looks decently sized, about 7 inches, and he has a tattooed dad bod. Like a bit of fat on him, but not obese by any means. He claimed to be 35, 5'8, 175lbs, latino.

So after reading his prior email from a few weeks ago, I was ready for bed, chatting a few guys who keep flaking, and something told me to give him a chance.

So I respond asking him if I could at least see his cock (him not realizing he messaged me in the past). He responds with a basic flaccid cock post. He also asks for my cross streets. I give him the cross streets where I live, about a block away, just to be on the safer side. He also tells me he's going to pull over to take a pic.

He responds saying on my way, then about 5-10 minutes later, another message saying he's 5 minutes away. I do ask him how big his cock is. All he tells me is that it's a "decent 8 inches."

At this point, I was messaging another guy who wants to become fwb and is already a bit controlling. I tell this other guy who I've been chatting the past 2-3 weeks that this man wants me to suck him off. He tells me I'm not allowed to go and to wait to meet him instead, later this week. Physically, I'm really into the controlling guy, but he keeps flaking on me. He looks like model with a BWC...

I decide to lie to him and tell him I'm not going to suck the stranger's cock, but deep down, I'm bored & horny & decide to go anyways.

It's probably 4:30am by this point. When it comes to car play, I usually meet guys around 3am to have our fun more discreetly before the sun comes up. I had just gotten out the shower and clean shaved earlier, so I know I was already semi presentable. I change into a fresh black shirt. It's cold outside, so I decide to put on my base layer/compression pants (think of them like male leggings) & since I'm planning to bottom, I skip the underwear altogether. I throw on my socks & shoes real quick & spray on cologne.

Keep in mind, I never meet men without trading more recent pics, etc, but I was so horny & his cock looked delicious in that vid he sent a few weeks ago.

I guess you can say I was just craving adventure and the thrill of meeting a man & having a new experience. I check my phone and he tells me he's waiting. The universe was giving a signal to meet him.

I grab my water bottle, wipes, lube, and condoms & throw them into my backpack & finally walk out my house.

Mind you, I have not even discussed what we're going to do together. The man tells me he's waiting for me and I message him to ask him if he wants a blowjob only or wants to fuck me too. He tells me that it's my choice.

I end up walking about two blocks and towards where he was supposed to be and I don't see him. He tells me he's in a white truck, but I see a couple white trucks and they're all empty. I start walking back home and tell him I didn't see him. He tells me he's there. My intuition is telling me to just not meet him and it may be a sign.

I think about how I may regret it and how hungry for cock I am. So I check my messages and respond again with my phone number. He calls me and somehow right when I'm going to answer, it's a missed call immediately. I call him back and he answers. He is nearby and was only one block away.

I'm freezing cold at this point. It's about 50-60 degrees Fahrenheit, but in Los Angeles, that's considered cold for us and especially for me that I get cold easily, compared to most people.

He finally pulls up and I hop in his car. We had not even exchanged face pics, he didn't ask for a pic of me, nothing.

He had hip-hop music playing loud... To my surprise, my signs were right. He was a fucking hot guy.

He asks how I'm doing. I tell him I'm good & tell him how hot he is. He is a bearded man. He looks Cuban or Puerto Rican, but he tells me he's Mexican.

I tell him that he's very secretive in messages. He tells me he has to be, to not get caught by his wife.

We start driving to this local park I know of. I ask if it's okay if I grab his bulge.

"Yes, get acquainted with it and make yourself comfortable. We're both grown, that's what we came here for right?" he responds to me.

He pulls down his pants at the stop sign. I love men in boxer briefs and I really enjoy undressing a man, so I tell him to keep those on please.

I start rubbing on his bulge while he drives. His balls feel huge. His dick starts popping out from the side of his boxer briefs. My hands are cold and I start rubbing my hands together to warm them up.

"Don't worry, I don't mind your cold hands" he says.

I grab his cock now & he's so fucking thick. I think nothing of it. We make our way to the park and to my surprise, it's closed. It's usually open when I've gone in the past.

Apparently this is not stopping us from having fun because he thinks nothing of it.

He pulls over on the side of the park. I take off my jacket and pants to get comfortable & hop in his backseat. He parks and joins me.

"Can I kiss you?" I ask.

"Of course," he responds.

I lean in and he suddenly takes control and the way he starts kissing me, it's like he's making love to my lips and mouth. We swap saliva, suck each other's tongues and he even starts biting me gently. I'm caressing his head and face, feeling the hot contrast of his scruffy beard on my smooth face.

I refer to him as Daddy and he really enjoys it. I lick his neck and ears and we get lost in the moment for at least a good 5 minutes. I could have done this all night to be honest, but I knew it would almost be daylight.

I reach for his cock and he's now throbbing. To my surprise, he's even bigger now & even more thick. Pics or videos did NOT do him justice at all! He has a huge cock head, which I really love! I do feel a bit disappointed because I'm really tight and I know I absolutely will not even be able to bottom for him, unless we had more time for him to open me up. I figure bottoming is out of question tonight and don't even want to try & then disappoint him if I can't open up. (I have a curse of meeting hung men and monster cocks, but I don't get fucked often and I'll take an average or below average sized cock over a monster or hung cock any day.)

I finally put my mouth on his cock. He's enjoying it and moaning. Before I start sucking, I lick his balls too and then run my tongue from his balls up his shaft. Hearing his response turns me the fuck on so fucking much!

"Suck those balls," he tells me.

His balls are so fucking big. I always make it a personal challenge of mine to put both balls in my mouth; but this man's balls, I absolutely could not and I TRIED! lol

His balls had that amazing bleachy smell and I could tell they were full. I pull off his shirt to fully enjoy him and his body. I rub his chest and body while sucking his cock. I also caress his hairy thick thighs while sucking him.

I start switching between different techniques on his cock. He's not the "take control" type of guy. He just lets me work his cock how I want, which I love.

I deepthroat him, choke on it, swirl my tongue around his mushroom head. He really loves it when I slap his big cock against my tongue and smooth fresh shaven face. Then he gets more excited when I spit on his cock and get it more wet.

I start stroking his now wet cock while massaging his balls. He's really enjoying the stroking more than the sucking it seems, so I start stroking even harder. I switch between stroking, sucking, and sucking his balls.

At one point I reach up to kiss him again & he kisses me passionately another 5 minutes while I continue to stroke his cock at the same time.

He then grabs my cock, but his manly hands are too big and rough for my sensitive cock. He strokes my cock but I pull his hands away from my cock and tell him just to hold my other hand instead and he does. I have a decent average sized 6 inch uncut cock, but his hand is so big that it covers my whole cock. I never met a man with such large features, but it turned me on so fucking much.

I then begin to use only my mouth on his cock. He grabs my other hand and we're locking hands at this point, while I'm gagging on his cock and deepthroating it. It felt very intimate and close.

All of a sudden, he starts moaning like crazy. I'm distraught and wondering if I'm sucking him too hard. He tells me I'm good & that he just had a ruined orgasm. He basically orgasmed without cumming. I tell him that I've never heard of that. He's surprised and tells me it's not my fault.

I notice he's still hard, so I start sucking on his cock again. He has another ruined orgasm again. (no cum)

I get my mouth off his cock & at this point, I think we're done.

All I really want from a man is affection to be honest. I just love being held and feeling protected by a man or my top. I know I may have Daddy issues or whatever, but it's me.

We're still in the backseat of his car, so I just throw my body on his lap since I was already in that position while sucking him. I lay on him, hugging his tree trunk thigh & then laying my head on his big chest.

I'm so used to men telling me to leave after they cummed already or them making some quick excuse about why they have to go now, but not this guy. To my surprise, he just let me lay on him and embraced me. He held my hand and cuddled me for a while.

His arms are now wrapped around my body and still cuddling me. Me being his perfect little spoon. Out of nowhere, he starts stroking his cock.

I pull my head down towards his lap again and lay my head next to his cock while he's stroking himself.

I playingly stick out my tongue and he just starts rubbing his big smooth cock head against my tongue until he's stroking while slapping the head of his cock against my tongue with each stroke. This turns me on so fucking much. My cock is leaking so much precum and so wet at this point.

Out of nowhere, he reaches over me and pulls down my compression pants and gropes my ass.

He's now stroking his cock against my tongue with one hand and rubbing on my ass with the other. It felt so good feeling him play with my ass and use my tongue at the same time. It just made me wish he could fuck me and made me crave his cock deep inside me!

He continues this repeated motion of rubbing my ass and stroking his cock against my tongue for another 5 minutes. All of a sudden I hear his voice tense up. "You want my cum!?" he says.

"Yes, please feed me Daddy," I eagerly respond.

He then pushes his whole cock inside my mouth. His balls are touching my chin, my eyes get watery, and I could feel his cock hitting the back of my soft warm throat. I feel amazing in that moment. I keep sucking & using my throat to stimulate his head until I start feeling the rush of his hot cum going down my throat. He cums slowly for a good 30 seconds. It's so hot feeling his cock pulsate as his cum is releasing straight into my mouth.

Just when I think he's done, even more cum starts oozing out. Like Daddy's good boy, I swallow every single drop and any lingering cum in the end until his cock is dry.

I reach up and kiss Daddy some more. I tell him next time I want him to fuck me too. As I'm hopping back to the front seat he compliments my ass and the view.

I tell him the truth about having such a tight hole & not being confident enough to have taken his cock inside me today. I also express how eager I was to feel it inside me. He finds it really hot!

I tell him that if he ever decides to meet again, next time we can get a room together & he can take his time opening up my tight hole.

"There will FOR SURE be a next time," he says. I tell him I wanna get fucked for hours & kiss and cuddle for hours. He is surprised and finds this really hot. I straight up admit to him that I'm a needy and a passionate boy.

"I love daddy's kisses & cuddles," I tell him.

He responds by fully embracing me again and hugging me in the backseat.

We briefly chat after and he tells me what city he lives in, that he has two kids, and that he's actually older than 35. He's in his 40s. The age difference honestly made it more hot for me.

I'm about to exit his car to walk home and he offers to drive me home instead and insists on making sure I get home safely.

"I'm glad I waited for you earlier tonight," he tells me. He admits he thought I was going to flake on him.

Before I exit his car, I ask him if I could have a goodbye kiss and he happily obliges. He gives me another wet kiss and bites my lips. I say goodbye and exit his car.

I get home and go to my room. I message the controlling BWC guy and he tells me he fell asleep. He has no idea I sucked another man's cock this morning and it feels so good keeping this secret from him.

I lay in bed and all I could think about is the Daddy's cock I sucked and his sweet kisses and hot beard. I jerk off to the thought of all this before falling asleep like a baby.

Honestly, all these married, straight, and older men or Daddy types in general have treated me way more respectful and better than the young gays my age or the "scene" & fit gays.

I don't know, but I think I'm in love with straight married Daddy's. Nothing but amazing experiences so far!

This is a true story. Feel free to let you know what you think or if you'd like to hear more stories from my past experiences.