Please bear with me as I don't know how to tell a story. Haha. Might be a long read.

Since he's not in reddit anymore, I can finally tell my wild story of exploring my sexuality. I will start my story by letting you'll know that I only started exploring last year. 2023 on my 28th birthday. Hahaha. For some background, I am an Asian that moved to Australia about 2 years ago. So here to start, I did try and go to a nude beach that day to celebrate my bday. I am very nervous that time as I am very discreet and don't want to be out. It's a quiet day and a bit windy that day. But someone approaches me to play! And I said to my self, fuck it. Let's go! So we did touched each other and I sucked him until he came. I ask him to suck me as well or jerk me off, but fuck him. He's selfish and he never so I end up jerking my self until I come. That's all!

That's when all started my journey. I did often go to naked beach at least once a week after that. I have encountered a lot of rude people. I sometimes play with their dick. Mostly hand job. Sometimes I suck it if I can sense that it's clean and not dirty (Very rare to suck). 🤣

Months have passed by, I still haven't met the one. I have downloaded grindr but no luck as I am a blank profile(afraid and too discreet). Then I explored reddit. Haha. October last year(Imagine, almost 10 months exploring), After I posted something naked, A hot divorced daddy approached me. He's asking if what I am looking for. He said, he's mostly straight and bi with the right mood/time. He got a dad body. A tattoos. A hot ass. And a big dick!!! He also acted really straight and manly which is my preference! He ask if I can share pics to him. And we exchanged snap account and it where all started. After 5 days, we meet.

It's really rare for a Top/vers/manly/daddy to host. So I guess I am really lucky. This is my first meeting of someone not in the beach. Haha. I'm very scared and nervous as I don't want someone will see me. I only used public transportation. He pick me up at the train station. I'm really impressed. He got a good car. Very clean and classy. He's very welcoming and very hot! And he doesn't even look 49!

Fast forward. We reached his home after 3 mins. He welcome me with bottled water. He got a big bulldog! Haha. Love that dog! Then, before we go with the deeds, I ask if I can use the shower to clean up and freshen up. He agreed. And also, he wants us clean. So he joined as well. He's very hot and I'm freaking inside. All the green flags that i want is I saw in him. He's VERY CLEAN.

Then we do the deeds in his bed. For fuck sake. It's my first time to kiss! And he's a goooood kisser. Very very good. It's my first bed experience. I can feel his excitement in respectful way. He's very gentle as he also knew that I am a virgin. We kissed a lot. Then I sucked him. His dick is very big. Very clean. Very handsome. I'm loving it. I sucked him good. Then back to kissing while I'm on top of him. I always have precum. He can see that. He got so excited. He sucked me as well. While we're kissing, he tried to put his dick bare! Without condom. I said no. I'm nervous. I'm afraid. He respect it. He puts condom. Put a lot of lube to my hole and to his dick. We tried. He's very horny. I'm very horny. I can feel his eagerness. I can feel his breathe. That's the best feeling I got. But, he can't enter. I'm too tight. He can't even enter his dick head. I bleed. I guess a right amount. We changed position. He's so gentle. He always ask if I'm okay. His eyes is fucking awesome trying to fuck me. I guess we had around 1.5hrs trying and kissing and doing the deeds. But he really can't enter. Until I cum while his dick is trying to enter. He find it hot. Then he finished in my stomach. Fucking hottttt!!!! We finished exhausted. We rest and I wipe with the blood. Not successful. We then took a shower together. Then, he offered a coffee. Fucking love his coffee at home. Then he drop me in the train station.

I'm tired of typing but I have a lot more to tell... Part 2 soon. 🤣