This is the true story of how I started my sub journey a couple days ago.

Everyone in this story is 18

I (23M) am mainly straight but into dudes sexually. I have never been a bottom before and have an obsession with blowjobs, especially deepthroating. I have practiced a lot on a dildo so I wasn’t a stranger to having a stuffed throat. A couple days ago I had some wine and was using a g-spot vibrator so I decided to find a dom I could start my sub journey with.

I went on Grinder and got a message from a guy named XL (M40). The name intrigued me and I answered back. My account has a lot of sexual info on it and some pics of a ring gag and me in a spandex hood, so naturally the conversation took a quick turn to the sexual stuff.

He was teasing me, telling me all the dirty things he would do to me and got me so horny. After a while he asks me if I want him to pick me up, and I answer yes a little nervously and hadn’t still really decided if I wanted to. He answers with «do you want me to clean it or do you want it dirty?». This sent me over the edge and I tell him I want it dirty along with my adress.

He picks me up and takes me to his place. He is a slimmer bear and looks like a typical porn dom. He locks the door when we get in and he asks where I want to do it. I tell him it’s his choice, and he takes off his pants and sits on the couch. I kneel between his legs and start rubbing his bulge. It feels so huge even when it’s soft so I start to get a bit nervous. While I’m rubbing his slowly growing bulge he tells me that it might be a challenge to take his cock since I don’t have that much experience. I try to shrug it off, and undress him.

Seeing his cock made me gasp, I have a somewhat large cock, but even at just a semi he was beating me by a lot. I started stroking his huge cock while licking his sweaty balls. Eventually I started sucking his head and he got harder and harder. I start going up and down, his cock almost going into my throat with each stroke. He doesn’t get any harder after a while and he seems to be about 8.5 inches and thick.

After a while I start trying to take him deeper, and the deeper I go the more he moans and it gets me so hungry for his cock. I decide to take it all the way down my throat and immediately he gets much harder and grows even more. I’m struggling a bit now but his pulsating cock in my throat made me feel like such a good slut so I kept going.

As I was deepthroating him more intensily, seemingly without much trouble, he started to control me a bit more and grab my head since he figured I could take it. I loved his strong hands pushing me down on his cock, but I was nearing my limit. I was gagging alot and he wasn’t that rough on me… yet. After a while he stood up so I was sitting on my knees in front of him. He then holds my head down, burying his cock in my throat. He keeps me pushed down on his rod and takes a step forward.

His cock is now balls deep in my throat and I’m already having to lean back. I start to struggle a little for air and try to lean back but quickly notice I can’t go much further and barely get the cock out of my throat before having to stop. He backs off a tiny bit so I can catch my breath so I instinctively grab his cock and start jerking him. After a little bit I start sucking on his cock while stroking him. Using my tongue to really caress that head.

He started to leak a lot of precum, and it tasted so nice. I felt so submissive and slutty by the tasty warm precum that was flowing into my mouth, it drove me wild. I decided I was gonna be a good slut and started deepthroating it again. After a few seconds he grabs my head and starts going really rough on my throat. He’s starting to moan louder and louder, calling me a good slut while thrusting deep into my throat. I’m gagging more and more and try to get away.

He’s so strong, and I can’t seem to get away from his cock at all. He’s hammering my throat and I’m about to puke. Right before I puke he pulls out and places his balls in my mouth while he starts jerking fast. I was still recovering when he told me he was about to cum. Right after he grabs my head and gets me to suck his cock again.

After a few seconds of me sucking his cock he starts groaning really hard and shoots his cum in my mouth. After his first shot he pushed his cock balls deep down my throat. He kept filling my throat with his cum, making me gag and cough while stilling holding a strong grip of my head. When the cum stops I’ve coughed up most of the air in my lungs and his throbbing is making me gag. He sits back down on the couch while still forcing my head deep on his cock.

I’m starting to struggle a little bit for air and luckily he lets go of his grip around my head. Then I stupidly decided I was gonna be a good slut and hold his dick down my throat for just a little bit longer. When I really started struggling for air I started to get up, but he grabbed my head again and pushed me as deep as I could go on that huge dick. I was really, really struggling at this point and he tells me «not feeling so confident anymore are you?». I start to feel like I’m fainting and suddenly he pushes me off his cock.

He got dressed and drove me home while I still had spit and cum running down my chin. His cock is all I could think about these past days, and I’m really regretting not taking any pics. I might wear a mask, handcuffs and a ring gag next time😅 all I want is a huge cock to dominate me now.

TL;DR: Met up with a guy with a huge cock for my first time being a sub. He fucked my throat so good, and I might be addicted🤤