Hey all, I did a confession on r/gaysexconfessions a while back and got a couple dozen DMs asking how I got there. Many wanted a detailed writeup from my beginnings so I decided to move those here. I am not a story teller so apologies if it's not overly well written.

As a disclaimer I was always 18 or older when this took place and everyone involved was over 18 during all my experience.

So no one has to go looking the TLDR is that I've been leading a double life as an on and off sub to many doms for just under a decade. All of the experience peaking when I was about 26 as a consensual sex slave to a wealthy gay couple.

Not sure how many parts this will be but I'll start from my first experience and fill in the small details.

Part 1

Like many my sexual exploits began with porn. Starting out vanilla I slowly began moving into the more adventurous areas. My favorites became gangbang porn and predicament BDSM. I found myself wanting to be the girl in the situation more and more.

When I hit 18 my curiosity got the better of me and I finally decided it was time to explore anal. The first time I really used my ass was a rare weekend I got the house to myself.

Not having many supplies I used coconut oil for lube. The only suitable "dildo" I could find was the handle of a weight machine. I lubed it up and spent almost an hour getting it in my ass. The first time it slid into my hole I knew I had to get fucked. Every pump I took felt like the second before cumming. I wanted the feeling to never end but I kept riding until i couldnt resist and grabbed my cock. Two strokes and I had the best orgasm I had ever experienced at the time. I immediately felt the urge to lick up my cum and after doing so without thinking I turned around and slide the handle as deep into my through as I could.

This was my point of no return...

Months later I discovered Craigslist. Tired of fantasizing I wanted to have my first male experience. I decided to post an ad looking for a discrete fwb. The post read as below and it was a

"5'6" 18M 5.5" uncut white/asain mix bottom looking for ongoing dominant top for fwb arrangement"

I got a lot of responses but nothing serious until a 28 year old guy replied. He was straight forward and nice we chatted and shared a couple pics. He was middle eastern 6' and a little chubby but had a nice 6" cock. We decided to meet and I asked to meet in a parking lot first just to make sure everything was safe. He agreed but firmly told me only if I wore what he told me. This turned me on a lot and is still on of my main turn ons today. Of course I said yes and we set a date.

On the day of I put my outfit on. I was to wear a white t-shirt with no underwear and the shortest shorts I owned. The shorts happened to be soccer short from when I was younger. They came about an inch below my ass and were so loose I had no way to hide my hardon. On the drive to the meeting spot I was hard and leaking precum all the way there. I arrived early and waiting for him to show up.

When he finally arrived we chatted a bit and everything felt natural and I let him no we could proceed. Immediately he said good with a smirk and asked me to get out so he could inspect me. A little embarrassed I got out, my dick standing proudly through my shorts. He laughed and called me a good slut then asked me to get into his car.

We previously agreed to go back to his place so after I jumped in we began the drive. He immediately put a hand on my thigh and I felt a shiver of excitement. I felt him begin to squeeze my leg and move higher before firmly grabbing my cock. He told me I was to call him "Sir" from now on and I giggled as I agreed. Playfully I asked what Sir wanted from me and he told me firmly to get naked. I excitedly striped pff my clothes and got told to throw them in the back seat. He spent the rest of the short drive feeling my body. I had never felt so excited.

We finally got to his house and pulled in the driveway. A nice average place in a subdivision. He got out and I turned to grab my clothes but I heard my door open and felt a hard slap on my ass followed by him asking "did I say you could take those?" I loved it and said sorry. He told me I would need to learn to listen and as punishment I would walk into his house naked.

Part 2 to follow soon!