I’m a bi versatile guy—I can be a dominant alpha type for sissy boys, or a delicate little bitch for a big older daddy. Being in my mid 30s and in OK shape I get to experience both sides of this depending what kind of horny I am.

Over a month ago , I was the latter type of Horny and I wanted a daddy bad. I hop on my second grindr account for when I want to bottom, and ended up exchanging messages with an older thirsty guy who’s messaged me numerous times before, complimented me, told me how much he wants to rim me and eat me out etc. I was never that sold on him before so never got serious about meeting up.

However , this night it’s getting very late — nearly 1 AM and I’m ready to just go to bed . Am I desperate? A little. I’m horny as fuck and normally I’d probably dismiss this dudes messages but his tendency to write in ALL CAPS (older guys lol) about what he wants to do to me is getting to me. I finally agree for him to drive over to my house and come up thru the back and sneak up onto my patio where I’ve been lying on my outside couch.

At this point I’m drinking heavily and decide to keep going — I think I want to be drunk for this lol.

He shows up and it’s just what I wanted - he’s a bigger (220 lbs) older (late 50s) guy who says he just got off work so he’s not freshly showered (I don’t give a fuck).

Before he started walking up the steps, I slipped off my gym shorts and top so I’m basically fully nude, splayed out touching myself. I tell him to get naked and he doesn’t waste any time.

The next part is uh, kind of a blur. He eats my ass out like it’s never been ate before if I’m being honest. Like he DUG in. I was moaning as quiet as I could so neighbors wouldn’t hear, but was probably pretty loud. Phrases that were involuntary uttered by me included:

“Ohh fuck” “oh my GOD” “Ohh daddy oh my god lick my hole” “Oh my god Daddyyyyy” “No one’s ever licked me like this”

You get the idea. If you’ve ever had this experience you know how blissfully unaware you can be in this exact moment, where it all kind of blurs together. I said a lot of things. I was a bitch, a slut. He called me baby, I ate it up.

We swap positions occasionally, with me sucking him, him sucking me, and me voraciously making out with this fatter older man who I just met. There’s sex, and then there’s SEX. If you’re wondering if you’ve ever had the latter, then you haven’t. You just know.

I tried to get him to fuck me raw (I know I know) but like other older guys I’ve been with, getting it that hard was an issue. Probably for the best.

I finally look at my phone at one point and I see it’s nearly 3 am. This man has been attacking my mouth and hole for over 90 minutes, so we call it quits a little after.

I get into bed with his scent all over me. I end up messaging him repeatedly on grindr that night saying things like “I love you daddy” that only a VERY DRUNK BOTTOM would send at 320 AM.

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What happened after? Not much. I got a Sore throat four days later and tested positive for oral gonorrhea which really sucked, but was negative for everything else. Got it treated, finally went away, and the dude didn’t reply to my follow up message about it. Which sucks because despite that crappy part it was still the best sex I’ve ever had. But I don’t think I’m seeing Him again. Maybe. Who am I kidding If he shows me STD tests all negative I’d let him fuck me sideways.