I’ve always been more submissive in my bed with my boyfriend, but I might have spiced up out sex life 10x today.

I live two hours away from him and was driving to see him today, so I decided to make myself as submissive and horny as possible on the drive. I bought a ball gag, but didn’t tell him about it.

I wore this gag the entire drive there. Whole 2 hours. Period. And let me tell you, my entire body was drenched in spit. I was hard for the entire time too. Being submissive is one thing, but being submissive for a long time with a lot of anticipation is another. At the end I felt like even a touch would release me and fill me with pleasure. Ofcourse mind you he doesn’t know about this. I also asked folks on Reddit to send over humiliating music. Stuff that could make me feel more of a sub.

Two hours of drooling and nonsensical music and I had just completely given up control. There was the public aspect too. Covering the gag in crowded streets, but keeping it open on the highway. Couple college girls saw me as I drove by them. Pretty fun.

I get back to his place, he still has no idea of this. I have my mask on so it’s a little hidden, and he takes it off to go to kiss me but all he sees is the gag. The look of surprise turning into horny on his face was worth the two hours ;)

Little do I know, he was pent up and dragged me to his room. We had an unspoken don/sub moment and he took my gag off, rubbed my spit over me, kissed my forehead, and made me gag again on his penis. He was semi hard, but I kept gagging on it while it became harder.

A little bit of facefucking and he wanted something tighter. Without asking, next thing I know the gag is back on my face. I’d probably be worried about the pain or lockjaw, but honestly I was so horny it was a welcome surprise.

We already had ropes at his place on the bed, so that was an easy fix. I love him to bits, and ao does he, but today was more animalistic. I felt like, and loved being so, an object he was using to get off. Like a cumsleeve.

Long story short, the animalistic sex from being horny and surprise was amazing. We never talked too much about it, but we discussed it at great length today and will be doing more don/sub stuff. Given I could wear a gag for two hours and that I liked it, we want to build up to total-power-exchange.

Hope my crazy adventures inspires some folks to surprise their partner too!