So i've been bicurious for a while now, at least a few years. I've been lurking all the usual subreddits and have always wanted to try fucking a guy and seeing if it's actually something i'd enjoy rather than solely being a fantasy for me to fap to. Call me selfish or greedy or w/e but all i've been wanting to do was fuck someone's throat and empty my balls in their bussy, I don't care about jerking them or sucking them or anything like that (not at this time anyway).

It's always been hard since I live in a small town where everyone in their mid 20's knows each other, so when I had a week away for work it was too good an opportunity to miss, I hopped on grindr at the start of the week and starting talking to guys the moment i'd get back to my hotel. I've always been into chubby girls so I started messaging chubby guys and seeing where it went.

I was kinda picky and strict with who I wanted but on Thursday afternoon my horniness was too much to handle so I ended up giving my hotel room number to a guy i'd been sexting for a couple days, I said to turn up at 6:30. My heart was racing all day with anticipation and an insane amount of nerves, I almost messaged him to cancel but I managed to pull myself together since I knew i'd never get the chance to meet someone when I went back home.

He turned up earlier than I asked and interrupted my shower so I had to answer the door in my towel (worked out to be a great icebreaker). After a few minutes of small talk I helped him undress and literally all of my nerves melted away, he looked so much better than the photos he sent and his ass was perfectly shaped and soft, I don't think my dick has ever got hard so fast before. He got down on his knees and started jerking and sucking me off better than any girl ever has, he had an enthusiasm that i've never really experienced before.

After a couple of minutes I couldn't take any more waiting so I pulled my cock out of his throat, slapped it on his face a few times and told him to be a good boy and get in doggy on the bed and to arch for me. Seeing him face down like that and his bussy just waiting for it made my cock ache in a way i've never felt before. I slid all the way in and my mind turned to mush, he was so fucking warm and he felt so fucking good and hearing him moan just made me go wild, I pounded him like it was my last night on earth and ended up cumming inside him 5 times over the space of about 2-3 hours.

We ended up chilling for a bit before he ubered home and I just lay there in pure bliss, it was easily the best sex i've ever had in my life and i'm kicking myself that I ever waited this long. It's been 3 days since that night and i've probably fapped about 15 times, including twice at work, I can't get it off my mind no matter what I do, I only wish he lived closer so I could do it all again.

Not entirely sure why I made this post, I guess i'm just so happy and relieved that I finally went for it after years of being curious. For anyone who's unsure about it or sitting on the fence - just do it, you won't regret it.