Can’t stop thinking about a time a bro wanted me to see/ touch his ass.

When I was in sports, in the locker room I was talking to a basketball player. He had a new tattoo on his upper thigh. It didn’t go all the way around but it was pretty big. Well he shows me it while he was only wearing underwear. He was maybe 5’10, and had a semi-muscular upper body. But his lower body was just straight muscle! His thighs were sexy but his ass was so round! Perfectly round and you can tell it was firm.

Well I obviously wasn’t trying to stare but I said some like “looks cool!” I start changing and he doesn’t really move and asks if I can help him out. He asks if I can help him put the lotion on his tattoo with a semi-smirk. Don’t know if it was a sexual smirk or a “I know it sounds crazy but help me out”

He can obviously reach his thigh and I’m sure he’s flexible enough to reach the back of his thighs. But he says he can’t really reach and wants it to be completely covered in lotion

At this time I’m not out and no one knows I’m bi. I’m like “wtf?” And he laughs and says something like “come on”. Finally I start rubbing the lotion on his back thigh. He keeps moving so his ass keeps rubbing on my arm. I’m getting hard but trying to hide it. He keeps telling me to get the “whole area”. I keep going upper and upper but I stop and ultimately I said something like “that’s all you’re getting out me”. He laughed and said “come on man, but alright”.

But fuckkkkk! Am I so disappointed in myself. Wish I could’ve engaged more and see where it would’ve gone. Or maybe it was all in my head lol

Any similar experiences for you?