Zero action for some time, so desperate times calls for desperate measures and since my last session with an old guy wasn’t bad AT ALL, I said fuck it and texted every guy I could find on Grindr.

Almost everyone replied but I was tired of being stood up(try being a non-fem guy on grindr💀) and I was EXTREMELY horny so I wanted a very kinky guy who wasn’t messing about. I found this 40ish guy, solid cock and said he likes to use inexperienced boys. So me being me, agreed. He asked me if I was sure because he could be “too rough”. I said sure.

Reached his place and he greeted me naked with a smile. Im a shy guy irl btw so im not all slutty at first, I just smile and stare at his cock and it’s pretty big, he asks me to go to his room and strip and just lay there on my belly so thats what I did. I was naked head to toe and Im usually pretty insecure but he told me to be good so I had nothing on except my buttplug.

“Good Boy” he says as he gets on the bed and gives me the biggest spanking ever. He hadn’t noticed the buttplug yet so when he went down to eat me out he was surprised. He called me a slut and played around with it. I was already moaning because it kinda hurt and when he saw that he just pulled it with zero warning and saw me squirm. When I was getting too loud he grabbed me by my hair and pulled me closer to tell me to stfu.

He puts his hand in my mouth and keeps on spanking me, then he pins my head into the bed and spreads me nicely “Beg me to fuck ur ass” he kept saying stuff like that. “Fuck me please. PLEASE I beg” I said cuz it hurt and felt humiliating but I didn’t want it to stop either. That’s all it took for him to fuck me like an animal with my head pinned down for about 15minutes doggy.

Then we switch positions, Im on my back with my legs on his shoulders. He said he wanted to look at me while he fucked me and made me cry, I was kinda confused on how he would make me cry, then it got pretty clear. His POUNDING?!! it was fucking heaven, my legs were soo sore, but that wasn’t the thing that made me cry. He used one hand to choke me as hard as he can, and not just in a kinky way, I could feel myself passing out but I kept smiling cuz I didnt wanna look bad lol. The more I smiled the harder he slapped me, it hurt so bad but I kept on smiling and I couldn’t say a word cuz I could barely breathe.

He started to spit on me and since we didnt think of a safe word, saying “stop” only made the slapping and choking worse, ended up getting spat in the mouth and slapped around.

By now I was already halfway broken😭.This was NOT what I signed up for😭. He wanted to fuck my face porno style and I obviously agreed, but as he was fucking my face I heard him make a phone call, he DID tell me if he could “vouch” for my holes there’s a chance I would get a few more cocks, but ngl, i DID NOT want any more cock that day💀.