Maybe I’m not so straight after all…

This is a long one… there will be a part 2 if you guys want one.

All parties are of legal age

I’ve always been a stereotypical guy. I like sports, tits and beer. I’ve been around men all my life and had never once thought about a man sexually or romantically whatsoever until this one instance… after started a very slow metamorphosis into the person I’m becoming right now.

I was at the tale end of college and started going to a gym the town over. I was enjoying it except there were not many changing rooms. I have an average/below average size dick (4in hard). I’ve always been self conscious about it so every time I changed, I would find a corner and do it super quickly and made sure no one saw my little cock.

On this particular day there weren’t any stalls open, however I was the only person in the lockerroom part of the area. “What the hell?” I thought and decided to change out in the open and do so leisurely. Of course as I get naked, a middle aged man walks in… He was very fit looking and looked to be 45. He was bald, with scruffy facial hair, slim but had a very toned physique.

He walks in and immediately sets his stuff across the room next to my clothes. I freeze “oh shit my stuff is over there” I think. As I slowly walk over to him to get my stuff, I see him peek at me. “Hey” he says as I’m about to pick up my clothes. I freeze for a moment. I notice his eyes scanning my body and looking at my little penis. I hastily grab my clothes and cover my dick and step back.

“ahh man… you’re gonna cover that monster cock??” He jokes. I turn around assuming he’s bullying me as I expected. I don’t say a word. “I was just kidding dude… most daddies like their bottoms with sexy little cocks like yours” he says. I pause for a moment of confusion and then say “I’m not gay…”. There’s a brief silence and then as I turn around and I see he is suddenly he’s naked. First I notice his manly chest. His pecs are hairy and very muscular. Then I look down and see his monster cock flaccid staring right at me. It was about 8in.

I absolutely froze. It’s like I was paralyzed. Next thing I know, my little cock starts to harden… I immediately cover myself again. “You sure about that” he finally responds to my comment about not being gay. I turn back facing away from him and look down, my cock is now harder than it has ever been. As he starts to ask me for my number, I put my clothes on and hastily rush to my car.

“WTF was that” I think to myself in my car. I’m literally straight… why would that old guy make me so fucking hard????” After some thinking I conclude it was a fluke and pretend nothing ever happened.

A few weeks go by and I stumbled upon tranny porn. I was immediately hooked. I didn’t think it was gay or anything I just thought it was something for me to get my rocks off to and boy did I. This went on for 6 months and I explored all kinds of tranny/femboy porn genres and loved many of them.

Finally I came to a realization that I loved these videos so much because I was imagining myself as the woman getting fucked by strong burley men. At this point I know considered myself bi curious. I started watching gay porn along with tranny porn and slowly slipped deeper and deeper. I joined chat rooms, talked with guys on dating sites, role played online and watched A LOT of porn.

Eventually I got myself a dildo. Though it took me a minute to get the hang of it, I really liked it. I even called it my “Boyfriend” in my head lol. Eventually, I was able to cum from it without using my hands. It was the best feeling imaginable. Electricity shot through my entire body and I erupted…

Unfortunately, a wave of “post nut clarity” set in after that magical moment. I didn’t want to accept that this is who I was becoming. I was not ready to label myself as “gay”. I was scared that being gay meant I had to become a new person. So I convinced myself I was straight and threw my dildo in the garbage on trash day (I regret this to this day). I vowed to not watch porn anymore and to never touch my hole again.

2 boring weeks went by and I decided to go to a movie by myself (not uncommon for me). I was the only person in the theater until a couple walked in. They were in there mid 20s, a cute petite woman and a super muscular man. He was definitely a body builder. As they walked in , I stared at his dick imprint through his workout shorts… he was huge. I thought about the things I would do to pleasure him… “No. No. this is gay and I’m not gay” I told myself “I need to stop now”.

After sitting down a few rows in front of me they immediately started cuddling, flirting and making out. I couldn’t help myself but watch them. As I watched I imagined myself as the woman. Resting on his big burley chest, sucking his manly tongue while making out and unlike her, I would definitely give him a BJ in the theater.

I suddenly notice that my little girl cock is leaking and my boy pussy is throbbing. It felt like an itch that needed to be scratched ASAP. I tried fingering myself through my shorts but it wasn’t enough. I downloaded Grindr and ran to the bathroom after 10 minutes of taking sexy pics and searching for someone who would fuck me it finally happened…

New message from BBC👀🍑

I clicked on it.

It said “hey are you a tranny, femboy or bottom with a little cock? Do you want to get railed by my BBC?

-End of Part 1- Let me know if you guys want part 2. It was a life changing experience to say the least hehe…

❤️ Alexis