Myself and my friend (Tim) were at uni (Australia). Both very straight with girlfriends. Both 19. I had a pretty high sex drive so like to jerk my cock pretty much everyday. One time I was jerking and my dorm mate Tim walked in when I was fully hard and stroking. He paused at the door and then left. It was so awkward. We hardly spoke for days. I felt so weird but so turned on also. I just wish he had come into my room and helped me blow a load. I just blurted out ' what are you doing'

Fast forward 2 months and we are drunk and getting ready to go to a party. Just me and him in his room. He strip's to his boxers to get changed into different clothes and he tells me not to look because he is hard. Stupid me doesn't look even though i wanted to see his package. I blame it on that I was pretty wasted but regret not making a move. I could see his hard cock bulging in his shorts out of the corner of my eye. I don't know why he was hard. I was hoping it was me, but who knows.

Over time we drifted apart. We both got married and had kids. That was 20 years ago but I still imagine what if....

I wish I had sucked his cock like I have so many others and jerked off with him

I wonder if he was hard because of me? Or was it just teenage hormones? I still jerk off to memory of what might have been..