In my late teens/early 20’s I had a hand full of brief experiences with guys. But nothing that went beyond me being on the receiving end of oral with a little mutual JO. Fast forward over a decade of fantasizing about all the things I wish I’ve tried and my urges got the best of me. So I searched online for a while chatting with a bunch of guys until I finally met one that seemed perfect; we’ll call him Shawn.

Shawn and I chatted for a couple weeks got comfy and laid out everything; mainly was I wanted to suck my first cock. So one night after a lot of trying to meet up our schedules aligned and Shawn invited me over. I pulled into the parking lot at his apartment building and my heart was jumping out of my chest. I never met Shawn in person before, or went to anyones apartment I didn’t actually know… let alone to suck my first dick!

I sat for a few minutes contemplating leaving, but ultimately I said fuck it messaged him I was there. Shawn replied instantly saying he would be right down to let me in. So I got out of my car and started walking to the door when I saw him open it and wave. We greeted each other with basic hey good to see you, as I began to follow him up the stairs and down the hallway before we were at the door to his apartment… and I’ve never been so nervous in my life.

Then we sat on his couch chatting for a bit as my nerves subsided. Before Shawn asked me if I would like to go to the bedroom instead… absolutely I told him!!! as soon as we were in his bedroom he took his shirt off so I didn’t same we started rubbing each other cocks thru our pants as Sean encourage me to get comfy so I laid back on his bed and he quickly joined me. Before I knew it we were both taking each other’s pants off and I was feeling a my first cock in over 10 years and he was huge; 8” and thick too!!!