As a "straight" male in a small town, it's very difficult to explore your inner bicuriosity without everyone knowing your deepest secrets.

If you're in this boat with me, grab a paddle and let me help you row closer to sexual freedom.

I (M29) have lived the straight lifestyle for years, and that's all people know me as. But I have a very strong bicurious side to me. Nobody knows this except me. I love the thought of pleasing other men, and now often meet up discreetly to release my sexual tension with them.

At age 25, I decided it was time to finally stop watching loads of bisexual porn and actually try what I've been fantasizing about doing for years. So I did, and so should you. I promise, you won't regret it.

I met the first guy I ever "experimented" with on Grindr. He was very local (just a few blocks away), had a hot twink build and what I considered to be a perfect cock for me to practice on. Fighting off my extreme nervousness, I met him at his apartment.

He knew it was my first time and was very patient with me. We slowly stripped, kissed a bit, and he began fondling my soft nervous dick. Once he slid it in his mouth, it didn't take long for me to realize that he knew how to suck a cock. I got hard very quickly and a rush came over me like I've never felt before. It just felt so hot to finally have my cock in a twinks warm mouth.

He kept sucking me until I was very close to Cumming, but I had to stop him. I wanted to try sucking him, but I knew I wouldn't follow through if I came first because my nerves would just settle right back in. As my hard cock slid out of his warm mouth, he stood straight up.

There it was, right in my face. His semi-hard shaved twink cock. I did the only thing I knew to do, as I had seen in so many videos. I took it into my mouth and began bobbing my head up and down. He quickly informed me to wrap my lips around my teeth, and stroke it with my hand while I'm sucking. Once I got in the right motion, he got rock hard almost instantly. It felt so amazing in my mouth.

After a few minutes of sucking, I tasted something. It was slightly salty, yet so good. I pulled his cock out of my mouth, squeezed at the base and pulled forward to see his sweet clear precum oozing out of his cock. I licked it up, and absolutely fell in love with the taste.

At this point, we both laid back on his bed and began stroking our own cocks. I had to fight myself to keep from Cumming first, as I really wanted to see him shoot his load before I shot mine. Sure enough, his breathing intensified and he dribbled a thick warm load all over his lower stomach. I wanted to taste it so bad, but couldn't convince myself to do it.

After he rested for a moment, he pushed my hand away from my throbbing cock and proceeded to suck my soul from my body. I could feel myself climaxing as he worked my cock in and out of his warm mouth. The intensity grew stronger, and I felt I was about to unleash a huge load. I quickly said "Oh fu...." and came so hard in his mouth. He continued to suck and stroke me while my upper body bucked and jerked with pleasure. I felt my cock pulsing at least 10-15 times before he finally slipped it out of his mouth.

After this, as I suspected, my nerves set back in. My immediate response after cumming was to get out of there. I did my best to dress slowly and make small talk, and within a couple of minutes I was back in my car driving home.

Once I got home, it finally hit me what I had just done. I broke through a major barrier in my life that only I knew existed. I was a bit anxious about it for the next couple of days, but after that, all I could think about was the next time I get to taste a cock.

I share my story with you to say this... If you're stuck in that rut of wanting to experiment with your sexuality but can't convince yourself to do so, this is your sign. Dont worry, you will overcome the nerves and anxiety in time, and you will be extremely thankful that you finally made that move. That one experience that I just shared with you took only 30 minutes of my life, but I think about it almost daily. Now I still live the "straight" lifestyle, but behind closed doors, I'm a sucker for a nice cock. Your secret is your secret. Cherish it, and enjoy it. 😉