I've been toying with the idea of getting myself a dildo for a while, feel like a good thing to practice with before bottoming for real

After some time thinking about it, I decided 'fuck it, why not'. Was the best timing too as I'll be home alone for the week so there wouldn't be any awkward conversations with my mum about what I ordered

Placed the order and it arrived next day. Once it got here I waisted no time. I stripped naked, got on my bed, and started rubbing the lube I also bought over my ass and it.

I first fingered myself to get my ass loose enough. Normally I could just get about 2 fingers in, but I could easily do 3, maybe 4 if I tried. But I knew I was ready

I got the dildo and placed it on my hole, and once I started to push in, I realised something. The size I got, was definitely not a beginner one. It was 'realistic' 6inch sized dildo. But it was too determined to still fuck with it. So I pressed on

There was pain at first as my body wasn't used to it, but it soon changed to more of a feeling of pleasure. It had gone in perfectly, and I even moaned a bit.

I started to move it in and out, gaining momentum with it. Definitely hitting the right spots. I then switched to a riding position and that felt just as amazing, like I was in control. As I bounced, I was jerking myself off.

Not long after, I came all over myself. I lay there in my bed, feeling overwhelmed. And slowly removing the dildo from my ass, and feeling my now loose hole. Definitely no regrets there