If you have seen my past stories, I am 35yr old, married with a 7inch cock. I spend most of my time between Liverpool, Manchester and Leeds UK. I love blowjobs (my favourite!) but they are all but extinct at home (I don't need the token 'cheating is wrong' replies - just don't read on if you don't like it).

My never ending 'research' took me to some gay porn sites where blowjobs seem to be taken to a new level - and to make it even better, men actively seek out cocks to blow. I especially liked the amateur videos. Real people sucking and jerking. That's the part that appeals to me the most - the thought of someone wanting to suck my cock.

My latest attempt was at a hotel in Leeds UK. I hopped on grndr and after many offers I settled for a fem guy who promised me the best blowjob of my life. He looked good and even sent a picture of himself with a cock in his mouth. I gave him my hotel and room number and waited in nervous anticipation.

After a shower, I got the message that he was here so dimmed the lights, opened the door a crack and waiting sat on the edge of the bed. The door slowly opened and without any eye contact or saying a word, he walked up to me, got on his knees, pulled down my boxers and started to suck and jerk my quickly growing cock.

The blowjob was great - he clearly wanted to make me cum - but this is where I was disappointed. We had spoken about cock worship. I wanted him to take it slow, make it wet, enjoy it, look up at me while I slowly fuck his face. Play with my balls, lick it from top to bottom, hear him moan as he takes it down his throat, all building up until I can't take it anymore.

Instead he sucked and jerked like a jackhammer!

As I was about to cum, he took the first rope in his mouth and the rest flew over his cheeks, which did feel great. He stood up, went to the bathroom to clean himself up and then left without a word.

All in all a fun experience, but I am still looking for that knee trembling, world changing blowjob. They must be out there right?