I've had lots of gay sex but recently I've become very much into cock worshipping. I used to receive that kind of attention from my ex but never really returned it. I explored cock worshipping a few times with different guys and was really into it but the instances were far between and the guys weren't always clear on what they wanted which is okay but didn't lead to the lust filled sessions I'm currently enjoying.

Lately, I've been meeting with the same guy-he's 5'11, athletic build, and has a 9 inch cut cock that's about 6 inches thick. It's massive. And his balls are just as huge. Before we met, I knew he wanted to have his balls sniffed and his cock edged, and that's what interested me in meeting him. I wanted to offer just that.

So I did. Each time we've met I've spent what seems like an endless amount of time, yet not long enough, just sniffing his balls, resting my face on his cock and feeling the meatiness agaisnt my skin, licking under his balls and sucking his cock according to his requests, which sometimes feel like commands but it's so hot I give in despite my resistance to being told what to do lol. I'm pretty rebellious..but damn do I love being told when and how to suck a guys cock.

Devoting myself to his cock generates this energy in me, like a cup of coffee, and I feel like I can do it non stop unless I cum. It's incredibly intoxicating and addicting. I'm glad I can pull myself away when I need to cause I get absolutely lost when I'm present with his cock. Like I forget everything else that may be happening in my life when I'm focusing on his cock and balls.

The best part about this experience is how vocal he is and how much he moans. I knew I was a good cock sucker, but I didn't know I was this good, and the validation and feedback leaves me with such a high.

Last time we played, he proposed inviting his brother into it. I said I wasn't ready for that, but now I'm starting to consider it more...

Curious to know what you guys think of this :)