Im 30 male, married from the UK.

For the last year or so I have become obsessed with watch gay porn, (very) specifically homemade/amateur gloryhole/blow and go style videos.

I don't get turned on by men, or can't say I have ever fancied a man, but watching a man worship a cock, enjoy getting covered or swallowing cum drives me wild. I have never had the pleasure of this experience but would really love to have a guy worship my cock, the one goal to give me complete pleasure, get covered in my cum and then leave, no questions asked, no strings attached.

Not sure what I am wanting to gain from this, other than if this is normal, anyone else like this? I also welcome PM's, especially from those who enjoy worshipping married cock or who have any videos they can share with me?