I love sucking cock, playing with large balls and being fucked. However, I don't like the masculine part of a meet. Kissing is off limits with me, I don't like the beards, the hair the whole manly thing. I like to take things slow and sensual down below. Massage is great, love to give and build things up slowly. Had many sexual experiences especially with trans or convincing CD as this reduces the masculine effect. I don't come across as a gay guy but always seem to have many men take an interest in me, usually I shake them off as get uncomfortable with the male intimate side. I don't considor myself gay, maybe partial Bi. Through my many experiences I have never actually tasted another guys cum and it's my 2025 thing to make this happen. As soon as I cum my interest in cock depletes and the thought of tasting a guys cum wouldn't be good, so I need to taste it early on. Dream would be to make a guy empty his balls in my mouth, maybe swallow and then have him turned on again 10 minutes later and ready to fuck me or me fuck him. Are guys offended if I don't get involved with the intimate kissing, hugging side of things? I love females and their entire body form and love getting very intimate with kissing and hugging but not with men. It's just the cock I crave whether it's in me or I am deep inside a guy, watching him get and stay hard I know I am doing my job and that's such a turn on. Sure, women get wet and their pussy can swell just as they are about to orgasm, but they can just as easily fake it and that is such a turn off. With a guy the built in indicator is my biggest turn on. So let me know your thoughts, am I unusual, is this a common thing, do guys expect more from me? Am thinking of visiting a UK Midlands Sauna soon and don't want guys dissapointed with me when I shy away from certain intimacies.