35 years old and I’ve been attracted to men and women for my entire life. I’ve never been brave enough to act on hooking up with a guy, until tonight. I’ve uninstalled and reinstalled Grindr more times than I can count, I’ve Snapped with guys, but I’ve always ran away at the last second. I saw a guy on Grindr relatively close to my house. I looked at his profile a few times, and I noticed he did the same. He changed his name to the hotel five minutes away. After a few minutes I decided to message him. He responded relatively quickly. We exchanged “Hey how are yous” and it immediately turned into him asking me what I was in to. I mentioned that I had never been with a guy. He responded “ok” really fast, making me think I had annoyed him. He then asked what I was interested in trying. I told him I wanted to make out, give head, and see where it goes from there. He said that he was down, and asked if I wanted to come there. I said, “Yes,” without giving it much thought. I told him I could be there in about five minutes. I left my house and I was feeling a wide range of emotions, excited, terrified, shock that I was actually going’s through with it, and horny. I was caught by a red light for what seemed like an eternity. It finally turned green, I made my turn, and the hotel was right up the street. I let him know when I got there, and he responded with his room number. I walked in, took the elevator to the third floor, and walked to his room. He left the top lock undone so that I can just walk right in. I walked in , and he was standing at the edge of the bed in shorts and a t-shirt. He then told me to make myself at home. I stripped down to my boxers and laid on the bed, he then quickly did the same. He said that he would take it as slow as I wanted him to. He started to rub my chest, my stomach, then my cock over my boxers. I get hard, and I notice him take his boxers off, so I decided to take mine off as well. He goes back to rubbing my cock, after a few seconds I end up on top of him. We start making out, bodies pressed together, and our cocks rubbing together. He says to me, “You can suck it if you’re ready.” I start kissing his neck, chest, down his stomach, and eventually to his cock. I ran my tongue from the bottom of his cock to the tip. Finally I slid his cock into my mouth. It was a perfect size, I was able to fit all of it in my mouth. He tasted amazing, and I didn’t want to stop. After quite some time, he asked if I wanted head. I agreed, and laid my head back on the pillow. We start making out some more, he kisses my neck, my chest, my stomach, and proceeds to give mind blowing head. I wanted more of his cock so afterwards, but he told me to take it slow this time. Slowly bobbing up and down. I tell him, “I could do this all night,” to which he said, “I won’t stop you.” I’m not sure how long I sucked his cock the second time, but it still didn’t feel like long enough. I asked him to fuck me, but I tapped out when it started hurting. He was fine with it. We cuddled for a bit. I asked him how the head was, because he seemed to enjoy it. “There’s no way that you can convince me that was your first time sucking cock.” I took a shower while I was there, got dressed went home, and now I’m sitting on the couch playing Assassin’s Creed. Anywho, pretty sure I love cock.