I had a phase of my life where I was really craving sex but being single I just had to relay to jerking off. One night I decided to try a gloryhole.. I knew It was a man behind the curtain but I still decided to try it. It was weird at first and I really couldn't enjoy the bj knowing that but once I came it felt amazing. That sensation of relief is what I been looking for a long time. I went to that gh a few more times but then stopped cause I felt "watched" don't really know how to explain. Once the hornyness came back again I went on craigslist looking for head. As expected dudes hit me up but no one really did it for me until a guy asked for a dick pic and after I sent it I loved the way he was prasing and loving my cock. After some talking he finally convinced me to letting him come to my house to suck me off. It was really good and he came back multiple times.

this whole thing kinda started my blowjob addiction. I was always a Lover for oral sex but this took the next level. I was a single horny man with my own appartament and doing a smart working job. During those years I received several BJ's from many different cocksuckers and it was great. I started with watching porn during it but soon I didn't need it anymore. I could just get rock hard seeing those hungry mouths craving my cock and as a reward I would feed them with large loads of hot cum. This went on for like 3-4 years regularly.

Why I stopped? When I moved to another state I just thought to move on from that completely Was it gay? absolutely. i don't have those horny needs anymore but I don't regret it. not one bit.