So i had my first sexual encounter with a dude about a month ago. It went okay I sucked his dick and he topped me and then came in my mouth which was fine and he even said after i gave pretty good head for never sucking dick before. Well today I met up with a dude just to exchange head. I had never received head before so I honestly came rlly quick so then I went down on him and before we started he said he takes a while to cum which is fine but I probably sucked his dick for 20 minutes straight and I was doing everything. I focused solely on the tip, deepthroated, played with his balls and he never even came close and eventually we just stopped. It lowkey gave me a turnoff towards gay sex because he was kinda rude about it and i’m bi but like feeling like slutty sucking dicks and getting fucked but idk anymore.