I'd say Iam a average looking guy, I know I was truly born straight I had no interest in guys early on in life only women I have a major foot fetish as well I noticed starting in middle school girls weren't into me but kept my hopes up all the way to college graduation, I've asked out hundreds of girls over the years and was on dating apps and went to parties and everything But not one girl showed interest in me beyond friendship, going to many many parties and being the only guy their that didn't get a hookup slowly destroyed my sexuality and my self worth it's like watching yourself being rejected by nature itself, I went all they way through college and had never kissed anyone and it was unbearable at this point for me and the lack of sex and intimacy made life not worth living, probably starting in hs I did notice a lot of guys had pretty feet and i started noticing some fem guy were pretty like girls But I never acted on that After i graduated college at 23 i decided to get on Grindr I was so desperate for pretty feet and a blowjob , and Iam really glad I did because it probably saved my life I've been with some really hot trans girls and hot fem guys in general that let me treat them like women and it's helped me so much I still wish I had been able to get the real thing but Iam so glad I made the decision to try mess with guys, I've given up with real women at this point in my life 29 I have so much hurt from all of their rejections it's just something I'll never get over