So: I’m trans. I’m a trans guy, have been for a long time, had top surgery etc etc. I’m 21, I pass fairly well, but I am small. 126 Ib and 5’3. I am a slut, I love everything about gay sex and I have so many fantasies that I’d love to do.

I live in nyc. I don’t have any gay friends and I really wanna experience gay nightlife. I’ve been to a club and two bars before, but I ended up getting assaulted by the bouncer at the club (guess which club👀) so I stopped going.

On Sniffies, it shows you where there are sex parties and orgies. I wanna go to one sooo bad. I wanna know what it’s like to get fucked and suck a bunch of cocks like that. Also just wanna go out to bars in general, but I would obviously be going by myself. As a trans person, this is also scary because at that club I mentioned, I never got hit on, just told “oh my gawd you pass soooo well” but some Regina George twinks. It’s a nice compliment, but I’m there to be myself, not a tourist attraction.

Any advice?