Hi Reddit! I am a 31yo white guy in Fort Worth, Tx. I've only ever dated women and I've always been faithful to girlfriends. However, despite being a very typical masculine straight guy, I have given blowjobs to several friends of mine and even a few random strangers.

I'm not sure why I like it so much, but honestly I always just want to give not even receive. Every time I suck dick I feel kind of embarrassed/humiliated, but then also proud once he finishes. I have never told anyone about this in my personal life and lately its become more of a fixation.

My last girlfriend and I broke up about 1.5 years ago. Since then I've been super busy with work and haven't had time to do much dating. I did have a regular "service agreement" going with a guy for a while until I moved to a new city in April, so sucking his dick kind of became my entire sex life. Giving blowjobs is so much easier and more straightforward.

I still want to get another girlfriend eventually, but lately I almost exclusively just think about sucking dicks.