I got divorced 2 years ago after a 10 year mostly sexless marriage. After I was a free man again I decided to explore my fantasies of being with men. I downloaded grindr and started a profile. I was mostly looking to receive oral and put straight but curious on my profile.

Within the the first hour I had a ton of messages and was able to get a blow job no problem. But I wasn't fully satisfied and asked if I could try sucking him off. He said yes and I got on my knees in front of him and he had a nice cock. I nervously started licking it and got really turned on and just put my mouth around his cock head. It felt so good and natural having it in my mouth. I kind of just went wild and tried to mimic the porn I watch and what my ex girlfriends would do.

I didn't get him off with my mouth but he jerked off over my face and came on me for my first of what would become many facials. I tasted his cum and loved it. I felt like such a slut and it was euphoric.

Within the next week I had sucked 8 different dicks, four of them in the same day. I've learned to swallow and love it. I'm working on getting rid of my gag reflex so I can take them deeper.

I have tried anal twice and sort of enjoyed it but I need to keep practicing. I really want to be spit roasted it's my biggest fantasy, second is being on the receiving end of a bukkake.

I think my favorite experience was a guy on grindr asking if he could bring a friend and I ended up sucking both their dicks at the same time and swallowing both loads.

I am addicted and think about giving head and either swallowing or taking facials constantly.