I (31) was recently looking through my archived WhatsApp messages and found ones from this hot Brazilian top—watching the vids he sent jogged my memory. We first met when I (24 at the time) was inexperienced at bottoming, and convinced I was too tight to ever really do it. I started chatting with him on Grindr. He was 28, Latino, hairy, muscly, 5ft8ish, big thick uncut dick, and was a pro masseur. His BF was a skinny blond twink, 23. They had never done anything with anyone else before and were curious to put on a performance, and I wanted to see how a bottom takes it, to learn from it and see if I could be a good bottom. It was agreed there would be no touching between us, and I would remain clothed. I go round to their apartment and we have some wine. I was asking questions about their sex life. How often do you fuck? What are you most into? It turned out that the top liked to fuck the bottom as often as possible, usually daily, and liked loading him up. He had a real breeding kink.

He didn’t like seeing his BF’s dick, and always made him wear a jock. He said he liked to see it hard and leaking, with a wet spot in his jock, but he didn’t let him cum. The bottom BF said he loved it too, that it kept him constantly horny.  We were all getting turned on by this point, so the subby BF gets on his knees and starts sucking him. I am making appreciative comments. Then the top spins the BF round so his ass is near his face, and he is sucking him more like a 69 position. “Let me show you how I loosen him up,” he says to me, as he starts spitting on his hole, and fingering it open. The bottom opens up super quick, and he’s got four fingers in there in no time. The top turns the sub round, and starts ploughing his ass. All this time the top has been mindful on the BF and concentrating on him, but now the BF is facing down, and away from where I am, he starts to pay me more attention, eye contact at first, then a hand on my ass rubbing my hole through my sweats.

The top is pulling out, and telling the sub to hold his ass open and to gape it. “Show him your hole, show him how open you can be.” And the bf is properly gaping open, and the top keeps popping his dick back in. He flips the bottom into missionary, and he’s right, it does look cute seeing his little hard leaky nub wetting his jock strap. He is making kinda girly noises as he being railed by this point. The sweaty Brazilian top dripping on top of him. This goes on for maybe an hour, and he is fucking him every which way, and it was a massive turn on for me, watching it all but not being able to jerk off. Finally he breeds his loose pussy, and offers me the hole to inspect, proud of his copious amounts of jizz leaking out of his BF. He says it will take him a bit to reload, but I can watch round two if I want. I say I should probably go, and he smirks at my wet sweats too, and says looks like you enjoyed the show.

I go home to jerk off, and text him for the next few weeks saying how hot it was to watch, and I loved him touching me when his BF wasn’t looking. I decide to book a massage with him so I can see him again. And I go back to his apartment for the session. He has a room set up for it, like a spa. I am convinced that he must offer happy endings. But he says, no, he will massage me, but he doesn’t get anyone else off. He is only interested in getting himself off ever. He says maybe he could top me, but I say I am too tight. He gives me an amazing massage, which is for the most part professional, but towards the ends he does start to open my ass up and tease my prostate, with just a finger. It is driving me crazy. Then as I am practically writhing on the table, he says, the hour is up, you need to go, cause I have another client coming.  So I leave totally boned, and desperate.

Pretty quickly, I am trying to book another session, and begging him to fuck me next time. But he says he doesn’t fuck clients as he is not a rent boy, and he only likes bare, and I wanted it with a condom, cause I have never been bred. I am asking if this time he will give me a happy ending, and he says unlikely. Then he suggests if I can not jerk off for a week, he will consider the happy ending. We are going back and forth on this, and this massage appointment comes, this time at my house. The session takes place in my bedroom, and it is a similar format to before, except that it gets sexual much more quickly. And he is playing with my hole intermittently throughout. The last session he used only one finger, but this time he gets three in within about 30 mins.

I am precumming so much, and am going crazy, hoping for my happy ending.   “Can I massage your hole with my dick?” I am not really thinking straight, but I think I can say stop before it gets too serious. So he lies on top of me and his weight feels great. He is working my neck and shoulders with his hands, and his cock is probing my hole, just rubbing around it. This is totally driving me crazy, and far from being the one to tell him to stop with his bare dick, he whispers in my ear “do you want me inside of you?” “fuck yeah.” That was all the permission he needed to stop teasing and to slide all the way in. I let out a load groan, and he starts fucking me slowly. He is soon picking up the pace, and repositions himself with his foot on my head, lol. Totally humiliating.

At one stage I try to jerk off, but he slaps my hand away. He is treating me like his BF. He has me ass up, tells me to pull me cheeks apart and show my hole. “Mmmmm yeah” he says. “Is it gaping?” “Yes boy” he says. “You wanna cum bad don’t you?” “Yes I do.” “Good boy, show me how much you wanna cum by fucking yourself on my dick. I’ll stay still, you do all the work.” So, I then go crazy impaling myself on his dick and really try to get myself off using my prostate. I am like a bitch in heat. “Are you close?” he says “Yeah man,” I reply “Mmmm me too, very close. Keep going.” I am literally riding him so hard, desperate for my orgasm, and I hear him grunt and shudder, and fall on top of me.

“Ohhhh fuck!” Then it kinda hits me that in my desperation to nut myself I have brought this guy off in my ass: my very first breeding. I am totally exhausted. He puts me up onto my knees and head down, hole exposed. “Man you did great, that is a really nice loose sloppy hole now.” I don’t believe him so we flip me onto my back and he holds a hand mirror to my ass, a bit like in a barber shop, and I see my open wet hole for the first time. I am amazed. He's smiling at me, kinda laughing.

"I knew you'd turn out to be a good little bottom." "Ha, why?" "You have a subby face, sub energy, it must be obvious to everyone man." This is sort of offensive but I am still hard as rock. I am desperate to cum and try again to jerk off. But he stops me again “Don’t do that in front of me. Wait until I am gone, I don’t want to see a sub cum.” He takes ages to get ready to leave, obviously on purpose. Once he finally goes, I jerk off in about ten strokes and cover myself in cum.

Still the best selfish top I’ve ever met.