So, for the last 4 months, I’ve been hooking up with men. I am 30 years old, he is 55 years old. I was completely honest with him from the beginning and so was he. He told me that he is a widow. That after his wife passed, he has been able do and act on the feelings and emotions that he had been repressing since his first sexual encounter with another man in his late teens.

Let me tell you though, the sex is freaking insane! He gives me oral, I give him oral. He has only topped me, but wants me to top him. He comes over once or twice a week. He comes over, we sit on my porch for 20 to 30 minutes, we talk about our week or day, go to my bedroom and have fun. Last week he said “thank you for making an old man happy”, I didn’t know what to say, because he is far from looking his age. He was toned body and an amazing dick. Last night, he came over, we tried different positions and we were both in heaven. We both came at the same time, waited for 10 minutes and he was hard, rock hard. I looked at him and asked him “do you want to fuck me again?” He said “fuck yeah, I can’t let a hard on go to waste”. We then had sex for about 15 more minutes and it was incredible. I told him that he was making me pre ejaculate a lot, then he turned me over and stated to suck me until I exploded in his mouth.

It has been the most incredible sex I’ve ever had in my life. And what I like about it is that there is no string attached. He travels for work at the beginning of every week, and I asked him if he hooks up, he said “yeah, but nothing like you”.

And last week he asked me if I wanted to “catch a buzz” I didn’t know what it was but it turned out to be 420. I am not a smoker nor do I do it that often, but once or twice a year I do edibles. And the sex has been twice fun and more pleasurable.