My best friend may have fucked me

You know in the movies when characters who’ve experienced some sort of “traumatic event” some how completely forgets it and blocks it from their mind, only until something way later in life triggers flashes of a hidden memory. And the more they dig the more the memory unearths itself?

I always thought that was absolute bullshit until this week.

I’ve been really into the confession subs and remembering some of the kinky things I’ve done and confessing about it. In deep diving my mind, I started remembering something that I can’t seem to shake from my head.

My best friend and I discovered porn together. He and his mom (who I thought was the sexiest woman alive) lived in a house with his uncle. His uncle had a massive porn collection that he’d leave out in plain sight in his section of the house.

For the sake the rules, I’ll jump ahead to a few weeks before we left for college. We were both 18, had watched porn together regularly. We liked using each others moms underwear to cum into.

He tells me he found some new vhs tapes and would love to watch them with me. I go over and we are both laying on the floor in his room watching a vivid compilation video called “Ass Finger” (which to this day I cannot fucking find again). I know that was the name because after that night, he’d given me that tape and I watched it till it broke.

Anyway, we are both in our boxers, hard as rocks. He whips his cock out and I genuinely was surprised at how big it had gotten. I blurted out that it had gotten huge since the last time I saw it.

That seemed to weird him out. So I kept quiet, laying stomach down, my hard cock pushing into the carpet, leaving wet spots in my boxers.

There’s a part in this particular vhs where there’s a scene from a movie that the actress Dallas tells a guy to “fuck her in the ass” and then begs “please”. It’s one of the most arousing things I had heard at that point. We both audibly said “that’s fucking hot”.

My friend gets up to grab what I thought were the panties we’d used as cum rags as I’m still watching.

Next thing I remember is he quickly grabs my boxers, pulls down the back, exposing my ass. He spreads my cheeks and shoves his lubed cock between between them. I freak out for a second, but he’s on top of me and I can’t turn. I remember saying “hey what the fuck” and then going dead quiet as my eyes went wide.

My hole starts to stretch and his slippery cock pushes its way deep inside me. I feel my cock splurting a bit of cum as I am completely speechless.

I’m still recalling the details but I vaguely remember my best friend pumping in and out of my ass as finally he unloads while holding onto my tucked cock. I cum while he pulls out and he leaves me to go clean up. I remember hearing his mom come home and quickly shut off the video and put my boxers back on. Cum dripping from my ass.

I don’t remember what happened. I always wondered why I have bi tendency’s and enjoy the thought of cocks inside of me. This might have been the catalyst.

I did get SA’ed? I didn’t stop it, did I like it? Why is this memory coming to me now? It’s been exactly 20 years since then.