I am a married man with kids, late 30s. I don’t consider myself gay, I’m not attracted to men romantically but I’ve always been curious sexually. I think a lot of it had to do with me not having much sexual experience until my mid twenties. So when I moved to the current city I live in at the age of 21, I kind of went on a bit of sexual discovery. I’d link up with Women, men, Trans on Craigslist, but only really followed through with the women.

But holy fuck the first time I decided to meet with a guy. I can still remember the way it felt being throated during the wee hours of the morning.

I had been cruising Craigslist all night, gooning at the same time. Porn was on, I was smoking weed and stroking. My room had its own separate entrance next to a gate that my neighbors always left open. It was street level so anyone could walk up.

Sometimes at night, I’d just have my door open, and leave a Craigslist post with the cross streets saying that if anyone could find the open door, they could take my oral or anal virginity. I never thought anyone would actually find it. One morning around 4am, I connect with a guy via email who said he was in the area and would love to cum if he could find it.

I give him a little bit of the details and 30 mins later, this drunk Mexican male, in his 20s walks to the gate, sees the porn on through the open door and quietly knocks. I peek out and see him, ask for the code word we’d chosen and he says confirms it.

He comes in and at first, I’m nervous as all hell but like I’m craving to suck cock for the first time. so I have him stand in the open doorway, I pull his pants down and hop on my knees. I look at his flaccid uncircumcised cock and honestly just couldn’t bring my self to do it. I apologized profusely and he was okay with it and wasn’t upset. What he really wanted was to suck my black mixed cock. So I reluctantly said okay.

I laid back on my bed, pull my cock and balls through the hole in my boxers. he comes in, leaving the front door wide open for the passerby’s to see on their early morning walks.

He gets on his knees and puts his lips on the head of my cock and slides down the shaft to the base as slowly as fucking possible. I feel his bottom lip rubbing the underside of my cock with each motion and oh my fucking god it felt so good. He plays with my balls, sucks them while he strokes me. Then goes back to deep throating my shaft and licking the head of my cock. Giving it small kisses here and there.

Finally I’m about to cum and I tell him. I say I’ve been edging for hours and it’s going to be a lot.

He’s about to pull out and stroke it, but I beg him to let me cum in his mouth. He says he’s never had a guy cum in his mouth before. I said you don’t have to swallow, it feels too good to finish with his hand and don’t want to waste such a big load to the floor.

He obliges and sucks more as I’m cumming the massive load I had edged since 10pm the night before into his wet mouth.

He goes over to my en-suite bathroom, spits it out. Rinses his mouth and comes back. He looks at me like he’d accomplished something he’d been after for years. I look at him with embarrassment.

I tell him I’d never had a guy suck my cock before. He puts his hand on it, and says “let me suck it again, please”.

It looked liked he needed it more than I did. So I let him suck me again. That same bottom lip sliding up and down the underside of my cock, rubbing against the glands under my head. The small kisses and the circle of his tongue.

He made me cum 2 more times that morning as the busy city street started bustling with early risers and morning dog walkers. I know people saw and I wanted them to see.

I’ve never had a blowjob since that has lasted in memory as much as that. I can still feel his bottom lip going down my cock, snugging up to the base. I jerk off thinking about it sometimes. When my wife gives me handjobs (she’s not a cocksucker), I think of him.

When I fuck her, I remember how wet his lips were when I am cumming inside of her.

I’ll never forget my first gay blowjob.