This is gonna be a rant but god I wanna have sex with a guy so bad! I've had sex before but I've never been submissive with anyone before and God just the l thought of being pinned down and being touched by big manly hands while he fucks me gets me so turned on.

The thing is though I dunno how to go about finding someone to have sex with because I'm still a virgin when it comes to bottoming. I'd love to just be a whore and let anyone and everyone Fuck me and use me but for me first time I feel as though I should be doing it with someone I trust, someone who I know will be gentle and kind. I just don't know how to go about finding someone like that I suppose.

I'm sorry if this doesn't make much sense. I really just want to be fucked and be a slut for guys but I'm still just new to all of this and I guess I'm just nervous. I think I just want someone to understand my position. Let me know if you've ever felt like this, thanks for reading this little mess of a rant🖤